When You Feel Nobody Is Beside You

Just sharing this beautiful thoughts from Rick Warren…
1. It’s easy to fill a schedule than to fulfill it.

2. To grow, I must say “No”.

3. If you try to run somebody else’s race, you’ll gonna fail, you’re going to lose, you’re not going to make it to the finish line, you’ll gonna get tired and give up. Because God doesn’t give you the strength to run other people’s race, you are to run the race God meant for you to run.

4. You have to stop caring about the approval of others nor living for their approval. You got to be who God made you to be.

5. We must focus on Jesus, not on our circumstances. You must not look at your problem, you got to look at the problem-solver

6. Don’t look at yourself as a victim, you got to look at the Victor (Jesus).

7.If you look at Christ, you’ll be at rest.

READ: Jonah 2:7 “When I’d lose all hope, I once again turn my thoughts to the Lord.”


A Poetry: Dear God


1:20 am
August 17, 2017

Dear God,

You are thoughtful, you are wise.
You engraved us into your palms.
Whenever I’m down or weary, you are my melody.
You are a song, hymns, psalms that echoes my ear.
You are my sunshine… that gives us reason to breath and celebrate.

Waves may toss us back and forth,
But your amazing hand keep us walk on the water
And whisper, “Be still and know that I am God.”

I’m glad you are my God.
Besides you, there is no other.
We were once blind, but now we see
and awe at your beauty.

How I long to be with you… day and night.
Your majesty captivates me.
In the beauty of your holiness, we take delight.
To worship you seemed endless, yes! It’s eternal.
Here on earth, to know you and known by you is my crown.


To God be the glory!

“Choose the candle in the light of LOVE…”

“Choose the candle in the light of LOVE…
Choose the candle in the light of LOVE…
Choose the candle in the light of LOVE.”

This is the lyrics of the chorus of the new song taught to me by a woman in my dream at dawn today.

The dream started from dawn till morning. The dream went like this…Ladies and some women are tasked to sing a new song, I’m the second performer. The coach said, “Yours has the simplest and shortest lyrics among five of you but yours also have the greatest impact to the world so sing it well.” Then I started singing until I woke up.

Praise God!

As I woke up, I started to pray in the Spirit and automatically I felt the manifested presence of Jesus in my room, then I started weeping and groaning as He led me to pray for the lost souls whose not yet in the sheep pen. As I continually sing in the Spirit, I heard His audible voice weeping for the lost souls. I can’t contain His love as I felt it all over my room, I was overwhelmed by it that made me continually weep and sing songs of worship to Him at the same time.

The Love of Jesus is sweet and marvelous.
His Love is so wonderful.How He loves you and me.
How He loves the lost, the sinner, the sick and the captives…
That’s why He came for the sick and the sinners, not for the healthy nor the righteous.

To God be the glory!

22nd National Prayer Gathering Day 3 Session 9: “RAISING UP AN END-TIME PROPHETIC COMPANY”

Speaker: Rev. Neville Johnson

Prophetic people need to manifest the nature of Jesus.

Ephesians 4:15 “Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will in all things grow up into Him who is the Head, that is, Christ.”

The Corinthian church moved in all the gifts of the Spirit but apostle Paul told them that they are still carnal and babes in Christ to be fed with milk and not yet with meat because they are still children in the Lord, they have not grown up.

It’s not what you do for the Lord that counts; it’s who you are that counts. It’s not how much you do for the Lord but it’s who you are. It’s not with your gifts but with the kind of a person you are. We have to grow up into that. It’s how much you have become like the Lord Jesus that counts. And your ministry is effective to that degree.

As prophetic people, it’s important that we grow up in all aspects of Him.

Matthew 7:22 “Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?’”

You’ll said, “We’ve done all these things in your name.” And then you stand before the gates of heaven and you’ve nothing to give the Lord. You didn’t have a relationship with Him. You’re still save maybe but you have no rewards in heaven. You have not been conformed in the image of Christ.

Your first and prime destiny is to become like Jesus. Anything you do come out of that and the effectiveness of what you do comes out of that.

When you finally get to heaven, you leave all your gifts at the door. I had this encounter with the Lord took me to the gates of heaven and I was watching different people coming in and they would come in, carried in with angels. I watched this man come and he had in his hands and arm full of gifts. They were gifts of the Spirits. He had them in his arms. He came to the angel in the door and the angel said, “Give me those.” and the angel took them and ask, “What else have you got?” and that Christian man looked at him, “All of these gifts, these are all my gifts.” the angels said, “No, these are not your gifts, these are the gifts of the Holy Spirit.” and with that, all those gifts vanished. Then he looked at this man and said while he took a book out, “Let’s see how much you’ve learn to love.” And he went through the book and he said, “Oh very little.” He called another angel and he said, “Take this man to the outer parts of paradise.”

Paradise is a massive place. Much of it is not even occupied. It is a huge place. People live in paradise. Some people live in the city of God, some people live surrounding the throne of God. Those who live in the outer skirts of paradise can’t even see the city of God. Are they happy? Yes, they’re happy. Are they in paradise? Yes, but their destiny had been squandered and their eternal responsibility has been wasted, had forfeited. You see, it’s not your gifts that God looks for, He’s looking for fruit.

When He raises up a prophetic army, He’s looking for fruit before He gives us authority. Now this is important because you have to qualify for authority in God, because if authority is not exercise with love and from a person who has a nature of love, it would be devastating. So we need to understand some of these things.

There are three things that are eternal: FAITH, HOPE, and LOVE

1 Corinthians 13:13 “Abide in faith, hope and love and the greatest of this is LOVE.”

The essence of the fruits of the Spirit can be distilled with one word: LOVE.

We need to take a fresh look to some of the values and what value we put on things. Gifts of the Spirit are wonderful but they are just gifts and are not yours. They are gifts of the Holy Spirit. You did not earn or qualify for them.

The Sermon on the Mount lays the conditions of who we are to become, what we are to become like.

Matthew 5:3-11 “Beatitudes or the beautiful attitudes.”

The Sermon on the Mount was a profound exposition of Kingdom qualities that we need to enter the kingdom and live in the kingdom and flow in God. Beautiful attitudes are really important. And this kingdom lures of what the king requires before he can give us kingdom authority.

Prophetic people have to produce the fruit of the Spirit before they can be given authority. It’s not how much power you have when you get to heaven. It’s not how many people you healed, it’s not how many times you prophesied, it’s how much you’ve learned to love. And that’s the only thing that counts. And so the Sermon on the Mount bring the cross into focused again.

Apostle Paul said that if you can prophesy, you can do all these things but if you don’t have love, what are you? A sounding brass. If you don’t have love, you are nothing. Nothing means nothing.

The prime role of the church, the prime role of the ministry is to bring people to the Lord and then encourage them and teach them to be conformed to the image of the Christ. The problem is the church tends to teach people doctrine, when they should fill them with deity. Should filled them with the qualities of God but we filled them with doctrine, we filled them with knowledge.

John 12:21

“The world will see me after I have gone, “Jesus said.” But they’ll see me in my disciples.”

They’ll see Jesus in you.

People who wanted to see Jesus they have to see Him in you. And you have to die to allow His life to be expressed through you. Does the world see Jesus in you? God is love. The question is: who are you? Everything God does is redemptive. He cannot do anything out of this one motivation of love. Everything that he does, even in judgment that has redemptive qualities. When His judgment come to the earth, simply because God wants the world to learn righteousness. It’s a redemptive thing. Everything that God does is redemptive and we need to come to the point of everything we do, everything we say is redemptive that brings life. It brings blessing.

Prophetic people is been raised in the earth but the level of authority they receive is governed by how much they become like Jesus.

Luke 9:54 “When the disciples James and John saw this, they asked, ‘Lord, do you want us to call fire down from heaven to destroy them?’ But Jesus turned and rebuked them.”

I went through a period of time when I was praying for authority and the Lord appeared to me in a dream. He said, “Neville, do you want authority?” I said, “Yes because you gave your disciples authority and I made some really good reasons why I wanted authority.” Then He said, “Alright, you got it.” And that was it. I got up the next day and I found an unusual thing happening to me. Every word that came out from my mouth came to passed. And everything you say is not good, you know. Neither is it the will of God, everything we say. And we say things without thinking, it came to pass. On the third day, I got down on my knees and I said, “God, take this away from me. I cannot handle this.” And He did but I learned the lesson.

How would it be if everything you say over the next 6 months came to pass? What a mess you would be in; and what a mess the people around you would be in; and what a mess your family would be in. Everything you say will come to pass. You lose your temper and said something…it came to pass.

God requires a level of love within us and the redemptive qualities within us before He can trust us with authority. The concept of God is very important. How we view God. Our concept of Him is extremely important. My concept of God is continually changing. God’s going to release His glory in the Philippines. It’s coming. It’ not if, it’s written, the glory of God, the goodness of God, the blessings of God are coming to the Philippines. God said to me, “Tell the people, ready or not, I am coming.”

So we need to start catching up a bit. I was thinking about the story of Moses. Moses had got a happy life now, he’s tending sheep, he’s out of Egypt, he’s happy, he’s married, he’s settled down and everything is fine and then he sees a burning bush. God speaks to him out of the burning bush. Moses’ life has turned up-side-down at that point because God said, “I want you to go back to Egypt and I want you to tell pharaoh, he had to let my people go.” And Moses said, “Yeah, right. You know I’m a wanted man in Egypt. My pictures in every police station in Egypt and you want me to go back there?” He said, “Well, that’s what I wanted you to do.” He just got this in his mind, we’ve got one old man, he’s eighty, and he has a stick. Well he can’t speak well and he’s an old man with a stick. So He told Moses, “Go to Egypt and confront pharaoh.” Moses said, “Send Aaron, let Aaron go, he can talk well.” So God keeps putting pressure on him. Moses said, “God, I don’t even know who you are. I don’t even know your name and you want me to go there into Egypt, one of the mightiest military armies in the world and you want me to go there to confront pharaoh? Who shall I say sent me?”

Exodus 3:11 Moses said, “Who am I that I should go to pharaoh that I should bring forth the children of Israel out of Egypt?” Moses is feeling very insecure at this point because he realizes that though he know this God, he really doesn’t know who’s talking to him. He’s very insecure because he’s losing this battle. God keeps talking, “You are to go…you are to go…” and so he’s feeling very insecure. Then God said this to him in

Exodus 3:13-14 “Moses said to God, ‘Suppose I go to the Israelites and say to them, ‘The God of your fathers has sent me to you,’ and they ask me, ‘What is his name?’ Then what shall I tell them?”

God said to Moses, ‘I AM WHO I AM. This is what you are to say to the Israelites: ‘I AM has sent me to you.’”

Moses is really having problems with this whole thing. He said, “What kind of a name is that? Tell them ‘I AM’ had sent you?”

God had never up to this point revealed who He really was. Moses got a problem now because he got several million people heading into a wilderness with no water, with no food. Moses background was pretty good because he has been brought in up in Egypt in pharaoh’s palace where they had the mentality: “we can do anything.” They never lose the battle. They build up pyramids; Moses was schooled in Geometry and all those kinds of things. He knew. That was his background. But he said, “This is really a difficult task. All of this million people, you want me to take care …without food and water?” But God was insistent.

Moses asked, “Who’s going to help me with this? Who’ll you going to send with me? I can’t do this.” Yet He said, “I know you by name and thou also found grace in my sight.” Moses said, “If I found grace in your sight, show me your way that I might know you, that I might find grace in your sight and consider this nation your people, they are not my people.” So he put in the whole thing back on God now. He’s addressing God saying, “If I found grace in your sight, you have to tell me now that you are going with us.” Moses was saying, “If you don’t go with me, I am not going.” Secondly, he says, “I need to know what you are like. What kind of a god you are.” and so God said, “My presence shall go with you and that I’ll give you rest.” Moses said, “Well if your presence goes with me, that’s fine because I’ve seen what you did with all of the plague. But I still don’t know who you are. I still don’t know what your name means.”

Moses goes on, “Go show me your glory, show me what makes you different from all the other gods. Show me what makes you so glorious of a god. I don’t know of what you’re like. I don’t know if you’re an angry god, I don’t know who you are; show me what makes you so special, so glorious.” So God responds to Moses by revealing His identity, what makes God who He is.

Exodus 33:19 “Ok Moses, I’ll make all my goodness to pass before you, I will proclaim of my name of the Lord before you, and I’ll be gracious of whom I’ll be gracious and I will show mercy on whom I’ll show mercy. You can’t see my face but I’ll put you in the cleft of this rock and I’ll show you my glory.”

Emphasis: “I’ll make all my goodness to pass before you. And I will proclaim the name of the Lord to you.” God is now linking His name to His character, to who He is. He said, “I am all of these things.”

Exodus 34:5-7

The Lord is God, the Lord, the compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness, maintaining love to thousands, and forgiving wickedness, rebellion and sin. Yet He does not leave the guilty unpunished; He punishes the children and their children for the sin of the fathers to the third and fourth generation. ”

God was saying, “Moses, do you want to know who I am? I am all of these things…I am goodness, I am mercy, I am long-suffering, I am gentle, I am all of these things, keep my mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquities and transgressions, I am long suffering, I am abundant in goodness, that’s who I am..And that’s what my name means. I AM all of these things.

We have a hazy understanding of what the glory is. The glory of God is just a manifestation of the goodness of God. When you are manifesting the love of God, light comes out of you, it comes from your spirit and that spiritual light comes through your body and it comes out and it clothes you. When you manifest the love of God, when you manifest love, joy, peace, long-suffering, these lights and colors and smells comes through you. And it forms a cloud around you. That’s why the bible said that the glory of the Lord is going to rise, it’s not going to come down on you, but it’s going to rise from the inside of you because you’re manifesting the nature of God, His name is upon you.

And as God said, “I proclaim all of these things,” the cloud is there. When we see the cloud of glory in a meeting, often I see a cloud of glory, what is that? It’s a manifestation of the goodness of God in your midst. It’s what He is emanating–love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faithfulness, all those things. That’s God present in His nature in a form of a cloud.

God shared His character with Moses, His character, His attributes, that made up of who He is. The more I get to know the Lord, the more I know how kind He is. He is the kindest person I have ever met. Unbelievably kind. People have this concept of God, you know, ‘Oh they’ll judge you.’ He forgives, He’s good, He’s long-suffering, He can be totally trusted, and the thing we have been granted of the privilege of using His name, the name in His son Jesus. We have been granted the privilege to use His name to dispense His goodness into a dying world. That’s what the name of Jesus means. It’s His character. It’s His goodness. We have been granted the responsibility and the right.

This generation will taste the goodness of who God is through you. It will be through God’s people. Deliverance and healing and infinite blessing will be presented to this world by a people who know His name. And the world will see Jesus; this last generation will have a visitation of Jesus in every nation, in every tribe, in every tongue through His people. They will see Jesus in you. They will experience the power of Jesus through you. They will experience healing and miracles of Jesus through you, His name will be upon you. The glory of God, the goodness of God is going to be seen across this nation. This is not going to be some sovereign glory coming from heaven that will happen but that not what’s going to change the people.

When He’s going to bring His glory to this nation, there are people that will stand upon his feet and start to manifest Jesus to this world. There’s going to be calamities. And you’re going to be there to pick up the pieces. You’re going to be there to pick them up and heal them. You show them who Jesus is. You bring Jesus to them.

I had a vision many years ago of a nuclear explosion. It was in Russia. But in this vision I saw, people in the spirit were taking people to the Lord and they were healing people who had radiation sickness. Many of them would have died. But these people were there healing them. God took some people in there and healed many, not all but many who had radiation sickness and would have died. They went in Spirit and healed them.

We’re going to go in flesh now when this tragedy is going to come in the earth. You’re going to pick them out in the rubble, stand upon your feet and say, “In the name of Jesus be healed!” and you’re going to raise the dead because many will be dead.

When this judgment is on the earth, the people will learn righteousness. This is disaster-relief from the church of Jesus Christ on the earth. These judgments are redemptive. They’re going to condition the people to accept the Lord. Christ in you is the only hope in this generation. That’s the hope of glory coming to this world. The glory of the Lord shall arise upon you; shall be seen upon you. The multitudes shall come into the kingdom of God.

Let me tell you a vision I had in October 2010. I got up one morning. I made a cup of coffee. I sat down and put the coffee down and ask the Lord, “What’s for today Lord? What do you want to say?” and suddenly I was standing on a beach and I looked down on my feet and I looked for on my coffee and it’s all gone. I was standing on the beach. And I thought, “Lord, what is this all about?” and when I said that, suddenly I was standing on a boat far out to see. I thought, “This is all happening too quick for me. I’m on the boat now” and the Lord is standing on the boat. And I watch Him. His all nature’s beautiful. He opens His chest and pulled something out and I looked at it. It was a sextant , an instrument to measure where you are at sea, it’s before the time of satellites. And I thought, “Well if He does know the position, we’re in big trouble here.” And He took a bearing of the horizon and I know it’s difficult because I did a course on navigation and because we’re going as missionaries into the Pacific and we have to sail boats on our own. And so I took this course and you have to take a bearing on the horizon.

And the boats going up and down and soon as you hit the rays, you go click and then you take another bearing on a star and it’s going up and down and then you click. I thought, “Am I dreaming or am I awake?” I looked at the star and said, “I know that star. That star is Venus, a very bright star in the morning.” I thought, “That’s interesting.” Venus is known as the day’s star. And I notice that the ark of the sextant had 14 segments to it, that’s interesting.

Then the Lord looked at me and He said, “The time spoken of in the Word regarding the morning star is beginning on this day.” and my mind was running through the Scriptures to put it together.

The morning star…” He said, “…will arise over the next 14 years and become brighter and brighter. I will arise in my people like never before and evening time will be light.”

That was in Zechariah 14:7. “It will be a unique day, without daytime or nighttime—a day known to the Lord. When evening comes, there will be no light.”

Transfiguration…” He said, “…will start in many of my people and they will truly become light in this world.”

He accorded a scripture in Matthew 5:14 “You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden.”

He said, “Now…” and He said it three times. “Now you are the light of the world.” I looked at all of this and my mind was tracking scriptures and I thought about this. I went to ask the Lord a question. And I was back in my armchair in my coffee. I thought, “Lord, you could have waited 3 more seconds.”

But then I began to look into the Scriptures.

2 Peter 1:19 “And we have the word of the prophets made more certain, and you will do well to pay attention to it, as to a light shining in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star rises in your hearts.”

I looked at it and thought, “Oh that’s what this was all about speaks of the day coming when the day star, morning star is going to arise within our heart in a very different way.

2 Peter 1:16 “We did not cleverly invented stories when we told you about the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but we were eyewitnesses of his majesty.”

Jesus was transfigured as Peter said, “We saw this.” He shone and was transfigured and something happened to Him. Peter said, “We have not made this up. This is not some strange prophesy. It’s a sure word of prophesy and it’s going to happen in His people when that day dawns. It will then start to arise in their heart and we’ll see right down to the age, right down to this generation, what’s going to happen to us which is very different.

He said, we were eye-witnesses of this. When that voice came from heaven, we heard it.

This next feast, the feast of tabernacles, from now on the day’s star is starting to arise. There’s going to be a light and a power within you starting to arise which will begin to transform a work within you. There’s going to be a transfiguration. See transfiguration was not just for Jesus, we are following in His footsteps. He was the patterned Son. We are the sons that follow. Transfiguration is going to begin to take place within us.

Matt 17:1-2 “After six days Jesus took with Him Peter, James and John the brother of James, and led them up a high mountain by themselves. His face shone like the sun, and His clothes became as white as the light.”

Why is that in the Scripture? Because this is going to happen to God’s people at the end of the 6th day. We are living at the end of the sixth day now. We’re living at the end of 6000 years from Adam. The days are thousand years and Peter went on to say so we got a clear picture.

2 Peter 3:8 …that one day with the Lord is a thousand years and a thousand years are like a day.”

We now are living at the end of the sixth day. And the day star is arising. And as it is arising not as an external anointing but it is going to explode within us. It is an internal thing that is triggered which begins to come through us. It came right through the body of Jesus, His skin glowed and His clothes begun to glow. Something happened to Jesus on the inside and it reached critical mass and blown.He was transfigured.

It will start slowly within us and it has a lot to do with manifesting the love, becoming love, becoming the fruit of the Spirit. It has nothing to do with spiritual gifts, this has to do with love, this has to do with who you are until it reach a point that Jesus will say, “This is my beloved son.” then something changes within us. Jesus was totally different after that. If you’ll look at the life of Jesus after that, we have time for it, but if you’ll look at the life of Jesus after this experience, He was different and you’ll be different. This is where we are headed. His skin began to shine. When Moses came down from the mountain, his face was shining. When Steven was martyred, he looked at the heaven and his face was shining as if he looked like an angel.

Resurrection life reaches its fullness within the Lord Jesus Christ.

John 11:25 “Jesus said to her, ‘I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?”

We see we spiritualize that. We said, “That (scripture) has spiritual meaning.” You know, when we don’t understand something we tend to spiritualize it. Theologians do that all the time. He said in a very plain, black and white English in our bible that “Whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die.” then He said, “Do you really believe this?” Do you believe God’s going to have a generation that will not die? You can lay your life down but no one can take it from you. That’s the Lord’s permission.

What happens when that light within us which is critical mass explodes within us outwards with slow explosion? As it passes through our bodies, it renews every cell in our body. It eradicates every bad cell. It rearranges the cells. It passes through our soul, our body and these people stand on their feet totally healed if they were crippled, if they have an amputation, that leg will instantly go back, the cells in their bodies will be changed. They will stop aging. The cells will continually renew from that point. The brain cells will be renewed. Our understanding will go through…that is the power of God perfect in His bride. He’s coming for a perfect bride body, soul and spirit. Not just soul and spirit, you know, it’s a body.

Transfiguration is on God’s calendar for His church. And this was the most exciting things that I’ve ever known. That’s why Jesus said, “Do you really believe this?” Paul said that the last enemy that all of us have to overcome is death. There have been generations after generations after generations which never overcame this enemy but Jesus said, “There’s going to be one generation who’ll still be alive by my coming. They will overcome death.”

In the darkest hour of this planet, God’s people will be light. Jesus will first come in His people before He comes for His people. We have to manifest the name of God, who He is to one last dying generation. We have to bring His goodness, His compassion, His love to a world plagued with tragedies, hunger and starvation, plague with all of these things. Saviors shall arise, the bible says, come from mount Zion, the son of righteousness.

Malachi 4:2 “But for you who revere my name, the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its wings. And you will go out and leap like calves released from the stall.”

Malachi saw that “…with healing in his wings” totally transforming us.

I have seen visions of the army of the Lord where they were completely invincible to anything. The light around them just killed everything that was coming against them. This is the army of the Lord, but the sun of righteousness is going to arise with healing within us. This is not the rapture. This happens before the rapture. This is the army of the Lord that Joel saw. This is for those who will press in to the Lord.

Morning star began to arise.

Revelation 2:25 “Only hold on to what you have until I come.”

Luke 21:11 “There will be great earthquakes, famines and pestilences in various places, and fearful events and great signs from heaven.”

The Lord Jesus said there’ll be earthquakes in diverse places, famines, pestilences, fearful sights, great signs from heaven,

Earthquake in Japan. God spoke to me in early 1970s that there’s going to be an earthquake in Japan with 9.1 magnitude. So every time there’s an earthquake I looked at it and say, “Oh that’s not it…that’s not it…that’s not it…” and then there came an earthquake with 9.1 on the rectos scale with a tsunami. God told me back in the 70s, “When that happens, the world will never be the same again. It will have a ripple effect on the economy of the world, collapsing the economy again, it will be like a stake in the ground, and from now on things will change. The world will never be the same again.”

And I talked to the Lord about this vision back in the 70s, and I said, “Lord, that’s a big statement, ‘the world will never be the same again.” He said, “…the world will never be the same again, the economies of the world will never be the same again and there will be a continuous chain reaction of earthquakes in the earth that will not cease until I return and the church shall begin to arise into a new day.”

I have waited for nearly 40 years for this to happen.

And the invitation to this generation is He wants to give you the bright and morning star.

When Jesus took those three measurements, one on the horizon and one for the star and then He took the time. You need these factors to plot the positions. And everything is lined up and that lined up when that earthquake hit Japan. Why that thing happened? I don’t know but God told me that it will never be the same again.

God is love. Who are you? What is your name? The bible said, “God will put His name on our foreheads.” God cannot trust you with authority unless there’s a high level of manifestation of love in your life because you’ll do great damage if you have authority and misused it. Do you know when you’re given an authority God does not take it back. It can’t be misused and what you’ll saying will come to pass. If you have a high level of authority good or bad, in God or not in God, it will happen. Authority is a frightening thing and it can only be exercised in the will of God and out of a pure heart of love wanting to redeem people. It is not there for judgment. It is there for redemption to save much people alive.

You are called to save much people alive. And when these calamities increase in the earth, God wants you to be there not just to see it but to rescue the people.

It’s going to be bad out there, darkness will cover the earth but the glory of the Lord shall rise upon you and harvest shall come to you. It will come to you. And the glory of the Lord shall be seen upon you because of what’s emanating from you. How many of you here heard about John J. Lake?

John J. Lake, a great man of God, great healing ministry was in South Africa. There was a deadly plague crossing the nation of Africa. People were dropping like flies and just dying and then he went into the midst of this to pray with people and so he was told, you can’t come in here, you’ll die, you have not been inoculated and you’re not authorize to come in here. The man is dying at his feet and so he took some of the foam from that dying man’s mouth, held it in his hand and said, “Put it on to your microscope.” There’s a plague but the whole thing just died within his hand. Then he went around that whole camp praying for the sick and they were healed. Some of the dead were raised. That is what you have to do in the coming days. That’s who you are. Who are you?

Do you know, we say if we have love we have this fruit of the spirit, we have peace but you only have what you can hold under pressure. It’s easy to have these things when everything’s going nice but when someone crosses you, betrays you, what’s going on in your mind? ‘I’m going to kill that guy…’ come on! I know you people, you’re just like me. When your mind, listen to me, I was told this in heaven by Enoch. When your mind and the words that you speak lose the power to hurt anyone then God will allow you to walk with those who walk at the high realm of His presence. You hurt anyone when you think bad about the person, because you just don’t think bad about the person, you said something out when you think something bad about person. If I think bad about you, I emanate something against you, right? Because it’s not just words. There is a power; there is a light that comes out of me if I think bad of you. Then demons get into that beam of light, negative light and attack that person. And all you just have to do is to think bad. If I’m jealous of you, that jealousy emanates from me as a color, sound, light, it’s negative, it’s bad, and it will hit you and its demonic spirit then has the ability to enter that and attack you of what I have emanated.

How you think about people is very important. That’s why we have to bless, bless, bless, bless everyone. Bless your children. And when your mind and your mouth lose the power to hurt, you find your place among the high realms who walk with God.

God gave the priests in Numbers 6 a prayer that they would have prayed over the people and He said, “If you pray this prayer, I will put my name on the people.” His name is His goodness, I AM kind, loving, caring…He said, if you pray this prayer, I will put my name on the people.

Number 6:22-27 “The Lord said to Moses, ‘Tell Aaron and his sons, ‘This is how you are to bless the Israelites. Say to them:

The Lord bless you and keep you;

The Lord make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you;

The Lord turn His face toward you and give you peace.

So they will put My Name on the Israelites, and I will bless them.”

To God be the glory!

How FAITH works

I had been stranded in the book of Hebrews last week, particularly in a topic about faith. Then it’s a perfect timing how I coincidentally checked on one of Joyce Meyer’s preaching about “How faith works”

I found the ‘topic’ so practical and so I’d love to share it to you, just in case you prefer to read than watch and listen for long hours and just wanted to get the main points instead.

Here it is…

  1. Life point: If you ever want to see your faith work; you’re going to have to totally give up self pity. Anything not done by faith is a sin. Worry is a sin. Doubting is a sin.

Philippians 4:6-7 says, “Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.”


  1. Patience is how we act or behave while we wait.

You can wait with expectation. You can wait with a good conversation. You can wait and spend your time being a blessing to somebody else. That’s a cool thing to do. But if you’re like “I can’t do this anymore…I’m just going to quit…what took it so long? I’m going to give up…this is not working…” then you can start all over again.

Hebrews 6:15 says, “And so after waiting patiently, Abraham received what was promised.”

Abraham waited 20 years…Joseph was imprisoned for 13 years or something when he didn’t do wrong. It’s fun when you’re having a dream. Joseph had a dream. He got all excited. He shut his mouth off to his brothers, got into a little pride saying “he he…You’re going to bow down to me.”

Do you need a trip somewhere on the backside and nowhere? Does somebody right now in the wilderness of your life and riding on or not and working some junk in you that needs to come out before you’ll going to be ready to have what God has promise you?

  1. You need to learn to enjoy where you’re at on the way where you’re going.
  1. Faith only works and is energize by love. What kind of a love walk do you have? How much do you study love? How well do you know the Scripture on love? How do you treat people? How many people are you mad at?

Galatians 5:6 says, “For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision has any value. The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love.”

Paul was a little fed up with the Galatians who were always talking about circumcision, not circumcised, I’m better than you because  I’m circumcised, you need to be circumcised…

a. Paul said, “Quit being so neat picky about the rules and regulations of religion and just get busy loving each other.”

It’s ridiculous the way different denominations fight, neat pick and shut each other out because we all don’t believe exactly the same way. So who’s right? None of us is 100 % right. Not me, not you, not anybody else. We’re all doing the best we can for where we’re at.

 b. The fruit of our lives is more important than anything else. Paul said “just get busy loving each other because faith only works and is energize by love.”

  1. Faith is always at rest.

Mark 11:22-25 says, “Have faith in God,” Jesus answered. “I tell you the truth, if anyone say to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart but believes that what he says will happen, it will be done for him. Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believed that you have received it, and it will be yours. And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins.”

Hebrews 4:3 says, “Now we who have believed enter that rest, just as God has said, ‘So I declared on oath in my anger, ‘They shall never enter my rest.’ And yet His work has been finished since the creation of the world.”


  1. Faith needs to be released. It’s a force that’s in your spirit. There was a time in my life when I was only released in my faith for the forgiveness of my sins and to go to heaven someday when I die. I wasn’t releasing my faith in any other areas. I’m not releasing my faith to overcome or to be healed from my abusive past. I wasn’t releasing my faith to do anything for God or to be use by God. I wasn’t releasing my faith for finances. We just barely got by all the time.
  1. Faith always brings results.

Luke 7:50 says, “Jesus said to the woman, ‘Your faith has saved you; go in peace.”

Luke 17:19 says, “Then He said to him, ‘Rise and go; your faith has made you well.”

If you need to take medicine or if you need to go to the doctor but don’t do anything without trusting God to bring healing in your life, I don’t believe there’s any medicine or any doctor that can help us if we don’t have our faith in God to make it work. Jesus is our healer. There’s no healing apart from God. Even the wisdom of medical profession has today, they got it from God and its good thing that He gave it to them or we’ll all be dead. I wouldn’t go to a doctor without praying which one to go to. Don’t take that medicine without praying to God to bless it and anoint it and make it work.

  1. Above all, trust God for healing because even when medicine or man can’t do it, God can still heal you. He’s still a miracle working God.
  1. Faith protects us from the fiery darts of the enemy.

Ephesians 6:16 says, “In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.”


10. We receive all of God’s blessings through faith. We’re made right, justified, sanctified, forgiven, redeemed by faith.

11.We do great things for God by faith.

READ: Hebrews 11: 7-31

 12. Faith grows and increases as you use it.

 13. We do things by faith and there’s always a reward.

 14. Faith has to fight.

 1 Timothy 6:12 says, “Fight the good fight of faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called when you made your good confession in the presence of many witnesses.”

1 Peter 5:9 says, “Resist the devil, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings.”


Luke 10:19 says, “I have given you authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you.”

You have power and authority over all the power the enemy possesses. The devil only has power, but you have power and authority. The only authority he has is what you give in.

 15. Faith is the only thing that conquers fear.

Fear is so prevalent in the world today. The bible says that in the last days, men’s heart will fail them for fear. Many Christians are so afraid of the conditions of the world today. I’m not afraid. If I’m going to be afraid for anything it would be if the people are lost so I want to keep on working as hard as I can, trying to get the good news to them while I can. And I want to be informed and I want to do my part and I’m not going to stick my head on the ground and act like there’s nothing bad going on but I refuse to be afraid of it. If God has chosen you and I to be alive in this day and hour then we’re up for it. We’ve got what it takes.

To God be the glory!

Interceding and the heart of worship


Isaiah 29: 13 “The Lord says, ‘These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is made up only of rules taught by men.’ (They worship me in vain. Their teachings are but rules taught by men.)”

In the morning, I prayed in the spirit for two hours. In between, I paused to wait on God then asked Him in my own dialect to give me the discerning heart and to be able to interpret the unknown tongues I prayed and so it was. I was astonished that my prayer in the Spirit is totally opposite to what I was praying in my mind when while I paused in between, I can hear myself speaking in unknown tongues and after a pause, I could hear myself uttering a prayer in pure English. It was contrary to what my thoughts was praying and wanting to pray. Truly our spirit search our inner being and true needs. God knows the best for us. How could I have known that my spirit was so thankful to God? How could I have known that I did wrong, the reason I hear myself asking for an “apology…sorry…sorry Lord”? How could I have known that I need to worship the Lord more and more expressing my deepest gratitude and adoration first than jumping into praying for someone or asking for something for myself in my mind? If I was not able to pray in the spirit I could have not known all these.

I’dwanted to pray for my future because I have dreamed of a significant event regarding my career in the early morning. I wanted to know its meaning so then again I asked God to help me interpret my dream. Then I hear myself groaning, crying and wailing. I don’t know why. After that, I saw a vision of blood dropping and Jesus on the cross suffering. I saw His face full of blood with the crown of thorns on His head and His right arm and hand was suddenly focused on my gaze. A large nail was positioned on His palm so I cried out of horror when it was nailed on His palm. It seemed I felt His pain, His agony so I can’t stop crying and wailing.

Next vision was the earth. He demonstrates how and why He died for us. I cried bitterly and guilty because I had asked selfishly, seeking my own.

When I saw the vision, I learned that God wants to show us what and how He suffered for us when He died on the cross for our sins, to save us. He wants us to take the cross and follow Him, to share His suffering but that excludes our own selfish ways, ambition…He wants a total surrender. I already had seen the movie ‘Passion of Christ’. Honestly, I can’t endure watching the scene in which He was tortured. Nonetheless, the vision itself reminded me not to forget how He suffered much for us…for His love for us.

At the end, I asked Jesus to stop showing me the gory thing because I could endure no more to see it…One thing, Jesus doesn’t want us to pity ourselves. Self- pity is a sin.

So, do we have the right to say that we’re suffering much more than He had? Can any of us die for the sake of mankind, for its salvation, for paying the price,for its sin?

Our pain is like a pinch or a bite of an ant. Do we have the right to complain then?

Isaiah 29: 15 says, “You turn things upside down, as if the potter were thought to be like clay! Shall what is formed say to him who formed it, ‘He did not make me’? Can the pot say to the potter, ‘He knows nothing’?”


Romans 8: 18 – 27 Apostle Paul say, “I consider that our sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. The creation waits in eager expectation for the sons of God to be revealed. For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God.

We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the first fruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.

In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weaknesses. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And He who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God’s will.”

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Another vision I saw is a golden stairway to heaven with a throne full of light then a blood from it descending. I saw the flag of China and America so I started praying for it. Finally, I saw the flag of the Philippines. I was afraid and don’t want to see the vision. The flag was being torn and burned and I saw a dirty pool of water with fetus swimming and jumping out of it. I could even see tadpoles and sperms. I really don’t know what it meant so I pray in the spirit and waited.


The greatest commandment and the heart of worship…

Mark 12: 30 say, “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.”

This week, I have encountered a very significant event. For the past years, I did not give much attention or importance in worship. I did not give much time and did not even give my heart into it. I simply used to be a church goer like I onlycould sing songs with Christian lyrics if I was in the church as of weekly routine and the rest of the entire week was spent with my work, my hobbies and going out to have fun like shopping.

What really is worshipping the Lord? Why do we need to offer worship to our Creator? Do we simply just worship Him once a week, like only on Sunday in the church service? If that is so, it’s like we’re not feeding much our soul and spiritual needs. It’ll become malnourished. Nevertheless, God created the world and everything in it for seven days. It was perfected for seven days.  Seven is God’s perfect number not one or two so in the same way, we must pray and worship the Lord for seven days a week—that’s every day! Likewise, since we eat physical food every day, we must also eat spiritual food every day because we are spirit-man.

I wanted to talk with this significant event. It was when I was prompted by the Holy Spirit to sing and pray in the spirit inside the comfort room. It took two hours. At the near end of it, I was prompted to prostrate on the floor. At first, I was reluctant thinking the floor is not clean but when I saw a vision of myself doing the thing I was asked to do, I was compelled. My mind panicked. I was afraid to disobey the Holy Spirit’s prompting. So instead, I took a plastic stool and prostrate myself with my head on top of it. At that time, I was so afraid. I might grieve the Holy Spirit if I disobey. After that, I wailed for the reason I don’t know. It’s a continuous one and suddenly stopped; I felt relieve.

The following day, I was playing CD with devotional songs. While I was singing and praying both in the flesh and in the spirit, the Holy Spirit touched me; I cried and wailed for no reason. My mom then told me that I could have had closed the door or enter into my room so the neighborhood would not mind out from their curiosity since there were two cab driver who curiously stood at the gate. So I responded, “I was not able to stop the thing that was happening to me. I can’t help it.”I was thinking of the incident that happened inside the comfort room. If you’re prompted by the Holy Spirit to worship this and that way, you could no longer think of finding a comfortable place or else you would lose the privilege, opportunity and even the blessing.

My mom then insisted, “But they are unbelievers. They could not understand.” I knew that my mom was so mindful of the neighborhood.She wished I could have had enter into my room or locked the door in the living room so they could not hear me crying and singing. Honestly, many of us had never enter into the realm of worshiping the Lord in the beauty of holiness because we are so conscious of the time, our surrounding, the people around us, what they say, what we looked like when we lose our poise if we cried out all our emotions during a worship service inside the church and the chores like babysitting, cooking, mountains of laundry, homework that keeps spinning in our head that awaits to be done.The heart of worship is total surrender.

Isaiah 30: 16,18 says, “This is what the Sovereign Lord, the Holy One of Israel, says: ‘In repentance and REST is your salvation, in QUIETNESS and trust is your strength, but you would have none it. Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you; He rises to show you compassion. For the Lord is a God of justice. Blessed are all who WAIT for Him.”


Colossians 4: 5 says, “Make the most of your chances to tell others the Good News. Be wise in all your contacts with them.” (Be wise in the way you act toward outsiders; make the most of every opportunity.)

Being wise in acting toward outsiders does not mean keeping in secret your way of worshipping as a believer of Christ if you’re just worrying of being their stumbling block.After all, worshipping the Lord does not limit to the physical act of singing, prostrating yourself, lifting up your hands to heaven, etc. but on how you live your life as a Christian, a believer of Christ.

PRAYER:Matthew 10: 28, 32, 33, 38, 39 say, “Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell. Whoever acknowledges me before men, I will also acknowledge him before my Father in heaven. But whoever disowns me before men, I will also disown him before my Father in heaven. And anyone who does not take his cross and follow me is not worthy of me. Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.”





Book review: HEAVEN IS SO REAL

“There are different kinds of spiritual gifts but the same spirit gives them. There are different ways of serving, but the same Lord is served. There are different abilities to perform service, but the same God gives ability to all for their particular service. The Spirit’s presence is shown in some way in each person for the good of all. To one is given the word of wisdom through the Spirit, to another the word of knowledge through the same Spirit, through another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by the same Spirit, to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another discerning of spirits, to another different kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues. But one and the same spirit works all these things, distributing one individually as he will.” (1 Corinthians 12:5-11)



        It was Friday the 25th of September 2013 when I went to National bookstore to look for some devotional uplifting food for the soul kind of reading material. After I was saved, I choose the best option of diverting my gloom into reading worthy Holy Spirit inspired books than just playing, eating out, drinking or doing other stuff as common defense mechanism. While I was roaming around the bookshelves, my feet directed me to the place where this book stood up with its cover page inviting me to read it. HEAVEN IS SO REAL— printed onto its cover. Its golden castle and blue sky had struck my eyes and there’s seemed to be some kind of supernatural voice telling me “There’s something in this book, you better take some time to read it.”

        As I open the book, my fingers directed me to open page 76, chapter 9 with the title “Worry is a Sin.” I told myself, “How could this book know how I felt today?” It’s like this book was directed by my guardian angel to me and was sent from heaven to cure my pessimistic feelings. Unfortunately, though the price was fairly affordable, I hadn’t got cash at hand. Instead, I promised to really buy the book not later than a week after. So, Sunday right after the church service, I went to the bookstore and bought one for myself. I was so excited to buy it and since I knew it was My Heavenly Father’s gift to me.



        Our God, the ever present omnipotent and omniscient Father had taken care of everything. He allowed the situation for me to file my leave of absence just to focus on reading this book. Surely, this book must have been so important to Him for allowing me skipped from work for weeks. He doesn’t want any human intervention and destruction. I hardly had communication with my mom. No matter how we tried to contact each other, there would be some technical problem or interruption that’d occurred on our call over the phone. We found it so strange. Somehow, I completely read the book for 13 days. A day before that, my mom called. Her phone was already fixed and no more technical problems. See, what a perfect timing! God really is!



        Before, during and after the reading and meditation of this book, I had been experiencing some vivid, strange, frightening and overwhelming dream and vision from God usually from 1 to 6 in the morning.

a. Walking along the crystal-clear water

        My grandfather had died months ago. I love him so much. He always visited me in my dreams usually if I felt so sad. However, the dream that left me wonder was when he brought me to a seemingly paradise where water and natural resources abound. He held my right hand so tight and we walked along a narrow river that seemed endless and boundless. At first, I was afraid to walk along the river fearing I might fell onto it and drowned. But, my grandpa never left me. He held my hand so tight without saying a word. The water is so clean, clear and full of life. It overflows but our feet never get soaked. Our walk seemed never-ending. We follow the flow of the river and then went back our way again. It’s as if the course of that adventure is merely walking and enjoying each other’s company. We never had the chance to talk. He simply smiled at me. He looked so happy and contented and his face got a little younger than his current age as I remembered two years ago. After that dream, I felt so refreshed and hopeful.

RELATE: When I read this book, I was shocked to find out that it mentioned the existence of a river and a body of water in heaven which is closely similar to what I’ve seen in my dream which Jesus called “the Living Water”. (See page 69)

b. The Big Black Bible

        After I graduated college, I dreamed about me on heaven. How I get there is a long story to tell. Well, allow me to focus only on what I experienced there. I was inside a big, wide, endless room (since I can’t see any wall).  My eyes can’t find the ceiling though I know there is and I am inside a room all in white. The floor is so shiny made of marble and it’s also very white. I am wearing all white. Next thing, I sat on the floor and a Black book appeared on my hands. I’m not sure how big it was but I know it was handy that I can able to grasp it by one hand. I understood that it’s a BIBLE which amazed me. Oh so there is a Bible in Heaven?

        Then, some unseen force opened it and right before my eyes I could see my name written in it. Some letters and words were fading away and unreadable. Other words appeared which read as “KEEPER OF THE APOSTLE”. The words were addressed to me so I was puzzled then. I didn’t know what those words mean. Of course I literally understood but it’s hard to decide what to do with it. I know there was someone along with me, a man with long white beard wearing all white.  Strangely though, he didn’t utter even a single word to let me know what was happening.

        Then, another name appeared from the Bible. I knew whose name it was. Along with it were some adjectives describing the person and giving me a warning not to trust and hence stay away from that person. I felt sad about it because that person was my co-worker. He was so nice and friendly to me. Later, I realized that my dream about him was a warning. I don’t have to mention what it was but I really thank God for saving and protecting me from danger. Truly Jesus loves me; He never wants me to be harmed.

        However, what greatly disturbed me were the words “KEEPER OF THE APOSTLE”. It seemed a task to be accomplished; the reason that heavenly person accompanying me told me to get back to Earth saying “You still have some things to do.” I told my mom about it and she asked me to continually pray to God so He would reveal what it was.

RELATE: Before I dreamed about the Bible in heaven, I used to believe that there is none at all in heaven. I thought the Bible is only created on and for this world. Therefore, its existence is limited on the face of the earth and it can’t reach the heaven’s gate. I used to have this opinion: “What’s the use of the Bible in heaven when all the people living there are holy and pure? Thus, no need for corrections and guidance from the Bible since it was created especially for sinners of this world.”  God then corrected me.  That belief I used to have is an obvious fallacy after I come to read about “THE BIG BLACK BIBLE” being mentioned in the book Heaven Is So Real. (Please see pp. 67-68)

Allow me to include some of what it says:

“The huge black Bible I had seen on the previous visit was directly in front of me. It radiated with the power of the Holy Spirit who spoke to my heart: “All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, that then man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work.” (2 Timothy 3:16-17)

        I noticed that the writers who were inspired to write the Bible had notebooks in their hands, and then I realized that the Lord was showing this scene to me for the second time so that I would fully understand the importance of His word in my life. I knew He wanted me to read and study and take notes as I focused on His word.”

        That dream I had four years ago about the Bible being shown to me has something to do with my present life. From March to July 2013, I left my full-time job due to my desire to focus on studying God’s word. I did not regret. In fact, God bless me more than I expected during those four months I studied His word. In my part-time job, He gave me so much joy, humility and contentment. I did not lack finances. My father in heaven is so true to His promises in Matthew 6:33.  I know that during those four months, God was testing my patience and humility. He gradually had taken away my earthly desires and replaced it on its own Godly-desire. He taught me to be totally dependent on Him. And when He found I am worthy of the test, he released me. I resumed my full-time job. On July 15th, I completed the whole new testament of the Bible at 2 am. It was an accomplishment. Then days after, I received an e-mail from my current employer asking me if I’m ready to work again. My friends, housemates and part-time colleagues told me I’m so lucky to have as much of the leave of absence I wanted to because other companies don’t usually allow such.

        I knew it. I’m so confident that God is sending me back to a busy working life again since He had shown me couples of vision about it. At first, I wasn’t happy about it. I pretended that the vision and dream I saw can’t do anything with my future since I get used to my daily habit focusing only on my scriptural reading and studying and part-time job. Having two different jobs again means B-U-S-Y (Being Under Satan’s Yoke). I was not given the right to be stubborn since God did not allow me to rest for so long to study His words just for my own sake. I need to share it and to make disciples among the people so that they would know what God’s desire is and will for them.

        My cousin who is a missionary once told me that if I had the desire to preach God’s word, I don’t need to enter any Bible school. She told me base on her personal experience, “Just let the Holy Spirit teach you. He is the best teacher. Bible school just emphasized and present biblical principles and philosophical truths but still when you are studying His word, it is so impossible for you to understand its mystery if the Holy Spirit don’t reveal itself. Don’t get me wrong. I don’t discourage anyone from entering Bible school, but if you have a strong desire to learn about His word, let the Holy Spirit be your guide and believe me He is more than any anointed teacher or preacher.”



Since childhood until now, I have had repetitive experience of seeing rapture in my dream with different settings, time and situation.

a. Jesus Christ and the white stairway

        I saw Jesus wearing white long robe floating above the white stairway. All around Him were so bright though as I could remember the sun was not shining at that moment and the sky was covered with clouds. Each staircase was spectacular white. It’s so shiny and bright. I never seen such kind here on earth so I couldn’t say exactly what’s it made of. Its material kind’ a made up of fluorescent lamp but much thicker, harder and stronger. The steps have long gaps. I wonder how a mortal man could step up on it when each gap doubled the length of our legs. I don’t even know how to split because it seemed this is the last option from a humanly perspective. Below the stairway, I could see many people wanting to climb on it to heaven. Then, there’s a commotion. People were battling and fighting each other just to climb the stairs. I could see their selfish intentions practicing crab mentality. Finally, I saw me pushing myself up. I really tried hard to stretch my legs to climb each steps on top. Before I knew whether I successfully propel myself, someone’s hand grip around my legs which woke me up. On bed, I cried because I wasn’t able to finish the course of my dream. I was really eager to climb each step of the staircase to be saved. I know that the scripture is right. It really is so hard to enter into heaven. The road is narrow and not straight.

READ: Matthew 7:13-14 “Go in through the narrow gate, because the gate of hell is wide and the road that leads to it are easy; and there are many who travel it. But the gate to life is narrow and the way that leads to it is hard, and there are few people who find it.”



READ: 2 Kings 2:11 “Then it happened as they continued on and talk, that suddenly a chariot of fire appeared with horses of fire, and separated the two of them; and Elijah went up by a whirlwind into heaven.”

        Elijah flew to heaven by way of a whirlwind and I knew through my dream my spirit had experienced the same. I did not experience the fire. I only was bellowed by the strong whirlwind and the next thing was seeing me being tossed in the air. The whirlwind was like a vacuum pulling me from the ground. It was a horrible experience because my body at rest lay breathless. I never had experience flying myself up and I didn’t find it exciting knowing its adamant force was killing me. I didn’t want to die yet at that time so I firmly cried out to God. “Lord, I don’t want to die yet…not now.” Then after an hour of experiencing heaven, my spirit flew back like a bullet and went back straight into my body that was still lying in bed. The force was so strong that my physical body bounced back. I woke up choked, exhausted…crouching for relief. Over two weeks, I couldn’t breathe well from that supernatural experienced. My chest was ever so painful. When I shared this to my mom, she said I had experience cardiac arrest while sleeping. The physical experience with my heart stop breathing for seconds, minutes or even an hour is natural since I inherited it from my dad and grandma, but my spiritual and supernatural experience was so extraordinary. My mom, a faithful Christian told me that the dream and my supernatural experience were reminder from God for my faith and salvation. She cried while saying that Jesus loves me so much for showing me all those I had seen. At the same time, she cried out of fear of me dying at young age. My mom really cried hard. And I think she was so happy that I am still alive. After that incident, my faith in Jesus grew stronger. I remembered I became so busy in worldly ways and I become so hateful to the world, to our government. Yes I know my mom was right. It is a reminder for my salvation that I must not forget God, in everything that I do, I must acknowledge Him.



        While I was praying in bed at around 1 am, some unusual things happened. I remember the feeling I’d been bearing the whole day: empty, sad, thirsty of my lord’s presence and hungry of His word. I badly was seeking for His encouragement. The feeling was so strange because I expected to be happy knowing I accomplished a significant task Jesus asked me and that was reading His end-time book “Heaven Is So Real.” I was with Jesus the whole time I was reading the book. But how come He seems so far away that day. My negative feeling outgrow His presence.

        I realized the feeling was not from me, it’s from the devil so I rebuked calling out “In Jesus name!” and then suddenly I saw a vision. I saw a thick pure red blood. Seconds after I saw it, I felt sharp pain in my chest. Some unseen force struck and entered into my physical body. It was so strong that I bounced back along with my body sideways and my right limbs against my bed. Right then, I felt so happy. The negative feelings were all gone. Then I continued to pray. I know it was God’s power.

“Call to me and I will answer thee”

        “Your father knoweth the things ye have need of, before ye ask Him.” (Matthew 6:8)

Matthew 7:7-8“Ask and it will be given to you, seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.”

        My God is an awesome God because He showed me supernatural experiences that no man can explain, only Him. He always speaks to my heart that I must walk by faith and not by sight. I must wonder because I am an extraordinary person who had experienced extraordinary from JESUS, my lord and my GOD.

Prayer: Lord Jesus, there is a power in your blood. Your blood covers all our inequities. I know it was your blood I saw. You are reminding me again of your shedding of blood in the Calvary to save us and forgive our sins. Your blood symbolizes LOVE which struck right into my heart. Your love healed my broken-heart.