God can speak through dreams and visions…

Joel 2:28

“And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions.”

Millions of Muslims turn to Jesus / Yeshua in just one night.


LAST DAYS! Muslims Coming To Jesus Through Visions!

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We’re indeed in the last days.

In the end times, the devises of the enemy will become more and more obvious..pretending or declaring himself to be an angel of light.

Pope Calls Jesus and the Bible a LIE !!! False Prophet EXPOSED

Pope Francis Declares Lucifer As God

Freemason Admits That Lucifer is the SAME as Jesus Christ! He Worships Lucifer!


READ: Philippians 3:2 ”

New International Version
Watch out for those dogs, those evildoers, those mutilators of the flesh.

Berean Literal Bible
Beware of the dogs! Beware of the evil workers! Beware of the false circumcision!


At dawn today. I had a dream. In my dream, I was about to cross the bridge. Below is a deep water and ahead of me, I could see a small ship. As I was about to step on that bridge, from its static position, the ships tarts to run which creates a huge wave. That wave was so huge and strong that it bounced the bridge violently almost destroying it leaving the rope as a sole survivor. It happened in just a second and I could think less than to grip onto the edge of the rope. I did not let go or I might die from drowning down below.

I never gave up. I kept fighting. The battle lasts long but I won. My mind is telling the rope attached to the bridge, “I would never give you up rope, I’ll never let go…”

Literally, I could felt the same wind I have had in my dream way back in college about the strong wind who wants to carry me away. I couldn’t see it as a hurricane but surely it was so strong that you really have to fight against its strength.

Another vision I saw was I man. He’s situation is similar to mine…only the difference is he was on the boat but after he stepped onto the bridge, it collapsed by itself. The water below him was unclean and unclear. Suddenly there came a tree from the water submerging. He climbed onto it like a monkey and he never gives up. My eyes was also brought to a similar object which that man grip—it’s a ROPE!

REACT: The bridge symbolizes Jesus in the bible bridging us to the Father, the God Almighty. The rope could be our faith. Jesus might be nowhere to be seen but take note, we must never give up our FAITH on Him.

In the bible, Jesus told him, “You believe because you have seen me. Blessed are those who believe without seeing me.”   (John 20:29)

In times when there seems a total absence of the presence of God in our lives, that’s the time that He’s teaching us to fight the battle, use our weapons (the armor of God) and never give up our Christian faith and to really crave more to grow in Him.

In the last days, many of us will be shaken, many hearts will be tested and some even grow cold because of the things going on around the world but as the scriptures says in…

Matthew 24:12-14 “Because lawlessness is increased, most people’s love will grow cold. But the one who endures to the end, he will be saved.This gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all the nations, and then the end will come.”

To God be the glory!


I can walk on the water, too


I woke up from a dream today, 21nd of February 2016.


In my dream, I was inside a van. The driver is a white man, tall and has a huge built. From the highway, the vehicle suddenly turned left and changed direction across the rice fields and passing through the rivers; another rice field towards an irrigation…the driver keeps on driving and turning neither to the left nor to the right. He only follow through the straight path, until I could see a large body of water…it’s a sea! I panicked. “Hey, driver, will you please stop the car! stop driving, can’t you see we’re heading towards the sea!” He did not pay attention until the wheels could touch the water and I was thinking of us drowning. But the driver was so confident about what he’s doing. He’s in total control of the steering wheel.
Next, we could literally felt the wheels running smoothly on the surface of the water and though we knew that we’re getting far, going towards the middle of the ocean, still we didn’t sink just like how Jesus walks on the water. Then there’s a voice telling me that the driver is God.

The water indeed was so calm. We passed through solid; dry; wet; solid again; dump; wet; and muddy road until we reached the water’s surface but still our ride is not bumpy but consistently straight without interruptions.

READ: Jesus walks on the water (Matthew 14: 25-32)


Lord Jesus, We’ve been so faithless though you remains faithful. How many times have we worried about our daily living, our present circumstances and not even willing to move on from the past? Forgive us, Lord. Forgive us for being so self-centered, unforgiving, boastful and proud, lovers of pleasure and ungrateful. Help us to listen to your voice, to grasp your hand, never letting you go as you are not giving up on us.

To God be the glory!
Happy Sunday everyone 🙂

Against spirit of pride is the fruit of the spirits’ HUMILITY

1/ 24/2016

Dawn–I woke up from a dream today. My spirit was caught up in different places and scenarios.
a. I was dialing a telephone with numbers written on the surface of a small rock. There was a lady who’s an employee in that particular office. I was so slow because the numbers are so long and since I can’t memorize them and oftentimes the rock almost fell through the hole on the table that makes my dialling worse. That lady became impatient and arrogant and told me she needed to call some important client and that her task is more important than mine. So I gave way to her. One hour past when I knew that she went out from the office because she infact have a lot of free time and that she only lied to me.
b. I went back to my hometown. I told my employer, “I have another home…aside from my present home.” Then, I heard a voice echoing, “It’s okay to say you have many homes in this world or to transfer dwellings because this world is not your permanent home. ” I don’t know where it came from and I haven’t seen anyone talking.
c. I saw my stepmom in the bus terminal. She carry luggages and she looked so happy and young, having peace and so calm. I approached her and helped her carry her other luggage. My acquiantances who saw me helping her and kissing her on the cheek was surprised and said, “Oh, so now you and your stepmom are okay?” Yes, indeed we are.
d. I entered in a huge ballroom with many people and red chairs. At the back row were most people chose to sit. I wonder why many people were running to occupy the back rows. Most people I saw there were sitting with their peer. I was asked by familiar faces to sit beside them but I didn’t find it comfortable to sit at the back since it feels I’m choked and suffocated. It was so narrow, I can’t even passed in each row.
I saw a former high school friend and approached her. I asked her if I can sit beside her but she in turn dumped me by arrogantly saying, “You can’t sit here beside me!” Her facial expression strongly spoke to me, “you’re not my level…with my status.” with pride. So I went to look for other group of people to sit with but they do the same. They insulted and pushed me away. But, I simply and humbly went away and never give up. That didn’t affect me.
e. Then the Spirit of the Lord carried me outside of the hall (ballroom). I saw a wilderness. It was barren and vain. Then a vision of a woman appeared infront of me. She was inside a prison of lightning. There’s no way to escape or else she’ll be hit by the lightning. The Holy Spirit told me it was the first lady in the ballroom who insulted and dumped me. Then on my left, I saw other prisons of lightning each with women who lowered their face on the ground, seemed regretting. They are wearing white garments but their face were so unclear. The Holy Spirit told me that some of them were the people who mistreated me. I was shocked and felt pity for them. Then I heard a loud voice saying, “NO ONE WHO IS PROUD OR IDOLATER….CAN ENTER IN MY PRESENCE.”


(This talks about the spirit of pride, idolatry…)


Galatians 5:19-22 “The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fit of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy, drunkenness, orgies…I warn you, as I did before that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.
But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Those belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.”
“God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble”. –James 4: 6


REACT: The speaker’s message today in the church I attended to focuses on the spiritual pride which amazed me, it confirms my dream today.


f. My spirit was carried into a mega church. The head pastor announced the birthday celebrant. There were many cakes but they selfishly keep them for themselves and didn’t share those to the congregation.


(This talks of greedy and mammon spirit. The cakes in my dream could also symbolize spiritual food and knowledge that some preachers and leaders did not share to the believers. The truth could set us free. I heard of false doctrines and preaching like hypograce…and some preachers focuses more on wealth instead of salvation.)


REACT: I woke up and realized this was the very church I planned to fellowship with today. I had plan last night to visit it and prayed to the Lord if it’s His will for me to go there. God simply answer prayers, I believe He spoke to me through dream. Revival, refurbishing and reconstructing must begin in the church and especially to the leaders because what kinds of spirit the leader has will be passed on to the congregation. What’s his annointing is the church annointing. So what kind of church leader do we have in our church these days?



1 Peter 3:8-12
Live in harmony with one another; be sympathetic, love as brothers, be compassionate and humble. Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult, but with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing.
For, “Whoever would love life and see good days must keep his tongue from evil and keep his lips from deceitful speech. He must turn from evil and do good; he must seek peace and pursue it. For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous and His ears are attentive to their prayer, but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil.”


Jude 1:14-15 “..see the Lord is coming with thousands upon thousands of His holy ones to judge everyone, and to convict all the ungodly of all the ungodly acts they have done in the ungodly way, and of all the harsh words ungodly sinners have spoken against Him.”


Happy Sunday 🙂

The tree and the blessings


Dawn of October 8, 2015, I woke up from a dream.

I travelled back in time, in South Korea in the 50s. There was a Korean woman who’s having a daughter living in countryside. Two ladies came out running away from their house secretly. They seemed escaping. The Korean woman detained them believing they are two blessings. As I understood and see, the two ladies are angels of God.

Those young ladies were wearing head cover from the sun and that Korean woman also wore her own head cover.

Her front yard has tall and huge bamboo trees. It gave way to her as their master. Seven of them cut themselves, went down in humility and lay on the ground to be her bed. She lay down on that bamboo poles and automatically she was tied to them. Next, she was flown high as if the bamboo poles were balloon carrying her above the clouds. The sky is so wide and high. It could be frightening but she never minds it as long as she could take back her blessings. She said, “I commit to my destiny, to the Lord wherever I will be carried away by the wind and these bamboo poles to find them (two ladies/ blessings).”

She was now above the clouds, so high floating, or flying in the sky. I was frightened and worried for her, so I interceded. “I prayed she’ll land on the water, it’s safer than land.”

She indeed landed on the water but in the middle of the ocean. Good thing there was no waves but so calm and clear as crystal water received her. The bamboo poles untied her and set her free. She automatically swum in the sea and was filled with lights all over her body. She looked like a tiny fish swimming under water.

Suddenly large shark appeared and noticed her. It was attracted to her light. It was chasing her, wanted to eat her but she was so quick to swim and avoided. The shark transformed as giant black bear. It chased her with its claws, wanting to devour her. She was able to avoid it. Then another beast came, a giant chipmunk. She has two predators but she was able to avoid them.

I continued interceding for her. “I prayed that a seawall would appear so that she can be saved.” A seawall indeed appeared and she climbed up. She went back to her home and found that the whole neighborhood was looking for her, was so worried of her. A man yelled at her, “What kind of a mother are you, you just left your daughter behind! You deserve to be punished!” He grabbed a metal shovel and was about to hit her with that. The daughter was alarmed and stood in the middle and shouted to the man, “Don’t act like that, you don’t have the right to say that because you’re the one who’s unworthy…drunkard!” and that young lady became me.

Still in Korea. I was a member of musicians in the church. I was a trumpeter. When called by number, we aligned ourselves like in a military platoon and blew our trumpets. I’m the last in line.


  1. Tree symbolizes the cross of Jesus.   stock-footage-jesus-christ-church-crucified-crucify-religion-cross-crown-crucifix-lord-savior_bis
  2. When Jacob wrestled with God, he did not stop until he got his blessing from Him.
  3. Do Not Worry (Luke 12:22-34)

22 Then Jesus said to his disciples: “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. 23 For life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. 24 Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds! 25 Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to your life[j]? 26 Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?

27 “Consider how the wild flowers grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 28 If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today, and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, how much more will he clothe you—you of little faith! 29 And do not set your heart on what you will eat or drink; do not worry about it. 30 For the pagan world runs after all such things, and your Father knows that you need them. 31 But seek his kingdom, and these things will be given to you as well.

32 “Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has been pleased to give you the kingdom. 33 Sell your possessions and give to the poor. Provide purses for yourselves that will not wear out, a treasure in heaven that will never fail, where no thief comes near and no moth destroys. 34 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

  1. The Cost of Following Jesus (Luke 9:57- 62)

57 As they were walking along the road, a man said to him, “I will follow you wherever you go.”

58 Jesus replied, “Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head.”

59 He said to another man, “Follow me.”

But he replied, “Lord, first let me go and bury my father.”

60 Jesus said to him, “Let the dead bury their own dead, but you go and proclaim the kingdom of God.”

61 Still another said, “I will follow you, Lord; but first let me go back and say goodbye to my family.”

62 Jesus replied, “No one who puts a hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God.”

  1. The Cost of Being a Disciple (Luke 14:25-33)

25 Large crowds were traveling with Jesus, and turning to them he said: 26 “If anyone comes to me and does not hate father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters—yes, even their own life—such a person cannot be my disciple. 27 And whoever does not carry their cross and follow me cannot be my disciple.

28 “Suppose one of you wants to build a tower. Won’t you first sit down and estimate the cost to see if you have enough money to complete it? 29 For if you lay the foundation and are not able to finish it, everyone who sees it will ridicule you, 30 saying, ‘This person began to build and wasn’t able to finish.’

31 “Or suppose a king is about to go to war against another king. Won’t he first sit down and consider whether he is able with ten thousand men to oppose the one coming against him with twenty thousand? 32 If he is not able, he will send a delegation while the other is still a long way off and will ask for terms of peace. 33 In the same way, those of you who do not give up everything you have cannot be my disciples.

To God be the glory!

A firebrand spirit


October 5, 2015 at dawn, I woke up from a dream. In my dream: I planned to put up a business. After my dad escorted me to the business site, I went alone to the rented space for my planned business. It doesn’t have complete walls.

Armed gun men came harassing the people in that place including me. I learned that they are Muslims wanting to annihilate Christians. One Muslim armed man approached me, while pointing his gun to me, he asked, “Are you a Christian?” I was not able to answer him, fear was with me. My tongue seemed tied and kept inside my mouth. I was to point of death or to deny my faith as he was about to shoot me when at the niche of time a miracle had saved me. Behind me, the door was opened and I saw the feet of the Lord, but I wonder where the nail prints are. His feet have wood attached on it and above the wood were large nails connecting to his flesh. He was carrying baggage including the garbage of people on His back.

He rescued me on that sin when He arrived, I could have died. He gave me hope and would want to be in replacement of me, won’t want me to be hurt, like a martyr He’s willing to die for me.

After that incident. I was trying to justify my coward action so I asked a compromising and lukewarm Christian whose also a business man, “If you could be in that situation, what will you do? Will you deny Christ?”

He said, “No! Ofcourse not!” He was so sure about it.

So you’re willing to die?”


-end of my dream.

I felt so bad about how I acted in that dream, in the middle of that situation of choosing between life and death, whether to deny Christ or to be a martyr. So I cried and cried, I was not able to get back to sleep until morning, I just cried and repented and asked the Lord not to let me deny Him if I were already in a real situation like that in my dream, to give me a firebrand spirit.

A firebrand Spirit (Daniel 3:16-18)

Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego replied to the king, ‘O Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter. If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and He will rescue us from your hand, o king. But even if He does not, we want you to know, o king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up.”

While meditating on the Word of God, these Scripture was opened to me.

Jesus Predicts His Death (Luke 9: 23-27)

23 Then He said to them all: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me. 24 For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will save it. 25 What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit their very self? 26 Whoever is ashamed of me and my words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of them when he comes in his glory and in the glory of the Father and of the holy angels.

27 “Truly I tell you, some who are standing here will not taste death before they see the kingdom of God.”

Warnings and Encouragements (Luke 12: 4-12)

“I tell you, My friends, do not be afraid of those who kill the body and after that can do no more. But I will show you whom you should fear: Fear Him who, after your body has been killed, has authority to throw you into hell. Yes, I tell you, fear Him. Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.

“I tell you, whoever publicly acknowledges me before others, the Son of Man will also acknowledge before the angels of God. But whoever disowns me before others will be disowned before the angels of God. 10 And everyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven.

11 “When you are brought before synagogues, rulers and authorities, do not worry about how you will defend yourselves or what you will say, 12 for the Holy Spirit will teach you at that time what you should say.”

To God be the glory!

POPE must be read as Peace Obeys Purity Enduringly

September 26, 2015–While waiting upon the Lord from 8:00 – 8:37 in the morning, I saw a vision. This was a consistent one.


First, Pope Francis wrestled with a man wearing all black but he was defeated.

Second, Pope Francis was inside an evacuation/ relief operation center. However, he did not act and looked loving, generous, gentle or compassionate. His aura is opposite to the way he used to looked like and act in front of many people. In fact, he pushed the people out, throwing them away, unwilling to help them. He had that irritation in his face looking at them.

Third, at different location, I saw a temple. Out from the main door came a procession in a synchronized movement full of treasure boxes. Innumerable… and with the procession the only person I saw was the Pope Francis. I can’t understand or know what those materials I see because this was the first time I saw this kind of stuff but as how I describe it, it looks like or similar but not close to treasured chest in ancient times like in the Pirates of the Caribbean movie. It maybe is made up of wood or metal, I don’t know but it’s a solid rectangular treasure chest…uncountable.

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Last week, while I waited upon the Lord, I saw a vision of people protesting on the streets…then the pope appeared. The angry mob turned towards him and hit him…out of anger. They continually were hitting him with objects they carried.

I don’t have any idea why the Lord showed me this vision because I already committed to continue to fast or abstain from TV, etcetera. I don’t want to be updated with current events for the meantime but I suppose this vision about the pope and the forwarded message were already news. I had not realized I still have phones on . . . [sigh].

Suddenly I remembered while in bed asleep still last week, I saw a night vision. I saw a bold number 18.

I asked the Lord for wisdom what that number was for. It could be number of days or an exact date, I thought.

Finally, the wisdom came. I had started my 7 days isolation, praying and fasting on the 7th of September, 2015 so I started counting 18 from that day…and so the 18th day from the 7th of September is September 25, 2015! Wow, I thought 2+5=7, is God’s perfect number…maybe God prepared a blessing for me on that day or maybe He wanted me to do something, so I need to wait on Him on that day.


Same is true. On the 24th of September, I was led by the Holy Spirit to hear an audio preaching, this was a conference held in Israel and the prophetic speaker talked about Israel and suddenly I was prompted by the Holy Spirit to pray for Israel and Muslim brothers all over the world. I don’t know what to pray or how to pray for them so I just prayed in the Spirit then groaned and groaned.

Hours after that, my aunt came and told me, “Today is Israel’s New Year’s day.” I was amazed. In my mind, I thought, “Aunt, you just came to tell me that?”

At the same time, a prophet friend of mine sent me a forwarded message which says:

Ptr Lindsay Williams, emergency notice 2 all CHRISTIANS, 2 b aware today. The White House of AMERICA slowly neglected the BIBLE…the POPE announced to have a new world, all Roman Catholic obeyed unconditionally to have mark 666, this will be implemented on September 25, 2015, see Revelation 13: 16-18. Christians be Watchful, be prayerful and be in CHRIST…*Pls spread* (forwarded msg)”

I also learned from our neighbor that September 25th, 2015 was a Muslim holiday.


While I was a little alarmed upon this message, the Holy Spirit told me to read my Bible and it was opened in Deuteronomy 31:6 which says, “Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you.”

But to the readers especially to those real Christians, we must not be comfortable enough with the world. What I mean is let us not settle with “it’s okay to fast but it’s also okay not to, it’s okay to pray for others but it’s also okay not to, I’ll just pray today and not tomorrow…or I’ll pray later, God can wait…” which is not good. God calls the church a house of prayer not a house full of programs and entertainment. Let’s push each other to God. Pray unceasingly means 24 hours a day, 7 times a week. If we don’t pray, we can’t make the angels work; we’ll lose the battle if we can’t move heavens to do something on our behalf.

eBible verse of the Day: Depend the poor and needy.

Proverbs 31:9 “Open thy mouth, judge righteously, and plead the cause of the poor and needy.”

September 23, 2015

Dawn– I woke up at exactly 4am from a dream:

I travelled back in time in my grandparents’ house in Kidapawan. My late grandparents looked so young in my dream exactly as how they looked like when I was still in highschool. Inside the house was my uncle who’s about to go back home to his family. So we’re making special soup for him that needs coconut milk and we need to grate coconut manually. My grandma decided to work outside to be alone with me. As we went outside, we’re frightened by a man who’s lying on the neighbor’s roof. He seems devising an evil plan against us, seem waiting for a predator.

We continued to prepare the dish the next day. My grandpa had dug a kind of small pit. Across it was like a bridge so that we can work there. All the mess will automatically drop down to the pit. Then I heard my grandpa calling me, “Kri, I’ll finish mine first, wait for the grater until I finished because I have a special visitor to attend to.” So grandma and I were a little dismayed because there’s only one grater.

Then we transfer to a small cottage located beside our big house. I started ministering to my grandma. I said, “Lola, the Lord Jesus showed me and told me that while on earth it’s still possible to repent but not at all when we’re already dead. Lord Jesus showed me you’re in hell, it’s a privilege that we’re still here alive and received this warning.” So I persuaded my grandma to repent and teach her how to accept Jesus as savior but she’s so close minded and arrogant. She’s so unwilling to accept the good news.

I was in a verge of frustration because I was so eager to help her when suddenly she got lost. Nowhere to find. The Holy Spirit told me, “If others don’t want the good news, give it to others…” My mom in a split second appeared in front of me. The Holy Spirit continued, “If others are unwilling to eat the food that I offer, there are a lot of needy and poor who needs to be fed, give it to them instead.”

My mom also looked younger in this dream. I did the same. I persuaded my mom and said as to how the Lord showed and told me, “The Lord showed me and told me that you’re in hell but since you’re still alive (in the body), it’s possible to repent.” At first, my mom was reluctant wondering what her other sin was, she don’t know when to start. She asked me, “What will I do?”

I said, “The Lord Jesus said that you haven’t received because you asked not, so plead to the Lord to forgive you and ask Him to have a personal relationship with you.” We’re about to do the Sinner’s prayer when few individuals out of curiosity passed by distracting us. (END OF MY DREAM)


Is that dream from the Lord?, I asked myself. He has given me a task that I don’t know how to do. First, I doubt the dream about my mom because I knew she’s been born again for so long; I was not yet conceived from her womb when she became a Christian. Anyway, I narrated my dream to her and asked her few questions in order not to offend her or what. Then, she told me that she never prayed the sinner’s prayer or able to confess that she accepted Jesus as personal savior. She said she just knew and believed Jesus because majority of the people around her believe that there is God and He gave His Son to save the world.

After she repeated a very short and simple sinner’s prayer, she shared a lot and asked lots of questions (on my surprise) and was thankful. So we end up ministering each other.

I shared to her my personal experience: I saw a vision of myself (take note: this happened even I already was baptized in water and in the Holy Spirit and fire) being imprisoned with shackles on my feet in hell. This vision appeared to me twice or three times, it was so frightening revelation resulting to my repentance. God showed me that because of hatred I was already in hell, Satan had foothold on me-that’s my anger. So if I died that time I would have gone straight to hell. Only by the grace and mercy of the Lord that I was saved. A pastor friend of mine and a former co-worker in a mission also shared the same experience when he saw a vision of himself inside a prison cell in hell. This happened when he backslid prior to his calling in the mission. As a result, he repented and submitted to God’s will in his life.

You know what, I dreaded the time when the Spirit of the Lord was about to carry my spirit to hell (it’s a different experience, aside from the vision; I call this experience TRIP TO HELL.) Why? Because aside from the frightening image that you could see in hell, though you can’t see anything in the tunnel (this is the initial stage of the trip); there’s a total darkness there, you could as my personal experience literally felt the extreme heat (even my physical body was sweating though it’s only my spirit who’s being translated) and the feeling of hopelessness was there, of torment… so I was like begging, crying to the Lord because literally I was suffocated in that spiritual translational experience to hell. “Enough Lord, bring me up, bring me up, I don’t want to…” When I was back in my room I asked the Lord, “Lord I already seen and been to heaven, that gives me enough hope, but why do you need to let me check out hell…?” He answered, “So that you could share this to others.” After I heard that from Him, I felt I acted selfishly with self preservation. I was anxious for many days after that experience.

There’s a saying that I used to hear in local movies like, “Buhay ka pa pero ang kaluluwa mo’y sinusunog na sa impyerno.” (You’re still alive yet your soul is already being burned up in hell.) This saying is true. It’s possible for even a spirit-filled or regular churchgoer Christians to go to hell. We have to have Purity, Righteousness, Holiness, Doing the will of God, Having a personal relationship with the Lord Jesus, Abiding in His Word (grounded by it),Waiting on Him, Being His friend, and His bride. He’s coming for a perfect bride.

Let’s not give the enemy a foothold on us. If we don’t know where we went wrong, we can ask the Lord to bring to light what’s in our hearts so that we can confess (renounce and repent) and get rid of it (any hidden sin). With gifts of the Spirit we can still end up in hell so we better desire to have the fruit of the Spirit in us.


Have you been in a situation wherein you just believed God because others believe it as a fact but don’t even have a personal encounter with Him or a relationship with Him? It’s a privilege that we’re in a Christian nation where we have the access from believers to share to us or made Jesus known to us. So it takes miracle like a personal encounter from the Lord for those non-Christian nations who are not accessible to evangelism. There are lots of stories I’ve read about Christians in China, in the Middle East and other Asian countries who have known Jesus not because others told them about Him but because Jesus himself personally appeared to them. Because of His love and compassion, He doesn’t want us to fall ashtray and when He reveal Himself to us He knew we would respond because He know His sheep and as He said, “They will listen to me because they know their master’s voice.”