Lazy Christians

Today is my 4th anniversary in as blogger. I wonder what to write since it’s been ages since the last time I write an article, like a good piece. My class schedule have quite few vacancies. I asked God, “What do you want me to do today Lord? Or What do you want me to learn from You? I want to hear Your instruction.” After couples of browsing on the internet I found this video.

…then boom! O-k, so this is the thing You want to remind me today Lord. I knew it. The short film’s entitled “Lazy Christians.” Yes, I am a Christian, and I am sometimes lazy…or to honestly confess, oftentimes these days within this month at work, towards my classes, waking up, or jumping off to bed to sleep late. Usually I am hardworking, but not workaholic. But, these days is so hard for me, it’s hard to pull myself. It’s like I was building others spirit up, but I forgot my own.
As a matter of fact, I arrived late in the office today because I arrived very late to my dental appointment. And you’re right, this was due to my waking habit. The man in the video is an exaggerated version of me. As a defense mechanism, I blamed it on the circumstance the night before, or I keep telling myself, I have worked a lot, did a lot that deserves a break. Many people thought I am righteous, but deep inside I knew I was not good enough. I have weaknesses as much as you do have; I fall short of the glory of God. And with this, I am really humbled.
I finished reading the book of Matthew today, an hour ago. I remembered the parable of the ten virgins. Five wise and five foolish. What made the foolish more foolish is that they are sluggard/ idle/lazy. In the story, the bridegroom left them behind and did not let them in. I don’t want that to happen to me, do you? When I arrived in the dental clinic at 12:00 noon today, I expected to be served right, but I was wrong. They told me, you’re late, we need to have our lunch break. It felt bad since I need to wait for 1 hour and informed our manager that I’ll be late at work. I am not ashamed to admit this. And, I repented. I thought I was doing the right thing, but after I reaped the consequence, I learned my lesson.
At dawn today, I dreamed of me on the crossroads. Of wanting to save time and energy, I ride on the cab which I thought I could do a short-cut, but on my dismay, it was the other way around. Nevertheless, it was a long cut, not a short-cut, at all. The road is longer than the other and I was delayed.

I just realized that dream and the incident that happened to me in the afternoon is a kind of warning and reminder from God, though I didn’t know that dream is intended to be realized today. How many of us are thinking we’re doing wise decisions, but actually were heading to our downfall due to our reckless, selfish, greedy, sluggish and foolish ways?

Proverbs 6:6-11 —The Folly of Indolence

6 Go to the ant, you sluggard!
Consider her ways and be wise,
7 Which, having no captain,
Overseer or ruler,
8 Provides her supplies in the summer,
And gathers her food in the harvest.
9 How long will you slumber, O sluggard?
When will you rise from your sleep?
10 A little sleep, a little slumber,
A little folding of the hands to sleep—
11 So shall your poverty come on you like a prowler,
And your need like an armed man.

To end up, I’m giving back to God all the glory and honor, praises and adoration for allowing me to continue working with Him here in this platform of as His mouthpiece in whatever He intends for the expansion of His kingdom, since my humble beginning here four years ago is so freshly reminisce. Thank you Lord.

To God be the glory!


Yom Kippur: the day of atonement


Today is the day of atonement (Yom-Kippur)–the holiest of all feast; the day of repentance; an everlasting sacrifice to the Lord; the day of sanctification, for the restoration of all things and the establishment of all things…the holiest day to the Lord, interceding for the nation and of Israel, and the day of salvation in the house of Israel.

READ: Leviticus 1:6; Hebrews 10:14; Numbers6:24-26; Hebrews 7; Zechariah 12:10


Prayer of Repentance (Personal sins)

Meditate: Psalms 24:3-5

– Clean hands…Psalms 15:1-5

– Pure heart …Psalms 51:7; Malachi 3:2-3; John 15:3

– Not lifted the soul to idols…1 Corinthians 6:9-11; Galatians 5:19-20; Hebrews 12:14

– He that is truthful…Revelation 21:8

Sins of the Tongue: (Prophecy – The Philippines will enter a Word-war)

“Speech is the index of the Mind/ Soul.” (Index- summary)

Matthew 12:34 “Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks.”

Proverbs 18:21 “Death and life is in the power of tongue; and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof.”

James 3:6 “The tongue is a Fire, a world of iniquity”

James 3:8 “…a deadly weapon”

James 3:2 “For in many things we offend all. If any man offend not in words, the same is a perfect man, and able to bridle the whole body.”



  1. Lying tongueProv. 25:18; John 8:44; Proverbs 6:17; Rev. 21:8
  2. Flattering tongue – (to praise in a way that is no sincere) Psalms 5:9
  3. The proud tonguePsalms 12:3-4
  4. Over-used Tongue – (a person of many words) – Ecclesiastes 5:2-3
  5. A swift tongue: Why did God gave us 2 ears and 1 mouth? Prov. 18:13; James 1:19
  6. The Backbiting TongueProv 25:23; Romans 1:30; Prov 6:19
  7. The Tale-Bearing TongueProv 18:8; Lev 19:16; Romans 14:19; Phil 2:3
  8. The Cursing TongueRomans 3:13-14; Psalms 109: 17-18
  9. The Piercing TongueProv 12:18.. (hait na dila) –The Lord admonishes us… Colossians 4:6; Titus 2:8
  10. The Silent Tongue – The silent tongue is sinful because we have been commanded to witness for our Lord Jesus Christ. Acts 1:8. To be silent about Christ is to sin against Christ. Mark 8:38


Let us ask the Holy Spirit to remind us of the sins we have done against others, against ourselves, and against God, confess these sins and ask God for forgiveness.

For the sins of defiling God’s Name through money and material wealth

For the sins of greed, pride, disobedience, rebellion, lack of love and concern for others

For the sins of fear, unbelief, prayerlessness, complacency

For the sins of looking down to others and esteeming ourselves more holy and more righteous

For the sin of imprudence and passing judgment against others

For the sins of business dealings, of giving and taking bribes

For the sins of evil inclinations of the desires of the flesh, and improper thoughts

For the sins of disrespect against parents and against authorities, and against the law of the land

For the sins of disrespect against parents and against authorities, and against the law of the land


Psalms 139: 23-24 “Search me O God, and know my heart; Test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there be any wicked ways in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.”

(Credited to the body of Christ and Intercessors for the Philippines)


To God be the glory!





The book of Revelation stated the 7 churches to which through the apostle John prophesy (read Revelation 1-3)

  1. Ephesus
  2. Smyrna
  3. Pergamum
  4. Thyatira
  5. Sardis
  6. Philadelphia
  7. Laodicea

These ancient cities are all still present and located today in Turkey.

In conclusion, the message of the Lord to the seven churches is not just applicable in their time nor only for them but also to us, the modern church in this last generation.

This was emphasized to the churches:

–not to COMPROMISE but to HOLD FAST (persevere ) in order to OVERCOME

as the Lord God promises,

  1. To him who overcomes, I will give the right t eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God. (Rev. 2:7)
  2. He who overcomes will not be hurt at all by the second death. (Rev. 2:11)
  3. To him who overcomes, I will give some of the hidden manna. Also, a white stone with a new name written on it, known only to him who receives it. (Rev. 2:17)
  4. To him who overcomes and does my will to the end, I will give authority over the nations–he will rule them with an iron scepter; he will dash them to pieces like a pottery–just as I have received authority from my Father. I will also give him the morning star. (Rev. 2:26-29)
  5. He who overcomes will, like them, be dressed in white. I will never blot out his name from the book of life, but will acknowledge his name before my Father and His angels. (Rev. 3:5-6)
  6. Him who overcomes, I will make a pillar in the temple of my God. Never again will he leave it. I will write on him the name of my God and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which is coming down out of heaven from my God; and I will also write on him my new name. (Rev. 3:12-13)
  7. To him who overcomes, I will give the right to sit with me on my throne, just as I overcame and sat down with my Father on His throne. (Rev. 3:21-22)

To God be the glory!


The Holy Spirit said, “Do not idolize Duterte! If he’ll win, he’ll win, still you have to pray for the right person to sit as president.”


Refurbish: God’s business is rebuilding and reconstructing..

John 3:16, “For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have an everlasting life.”

God’s business is rebuilding and reconstructing so that He can present to Himself a glorious church which is holy without spot or blemish.

God is doing some things in us. He is doing something new in us…rebuilding our inner man.

But, polishing is painful. The process of removing wrinkles,  spots and blemish is painful.

However, the result is good and mighty and glorious.

Old saying: “No pain, no gain.” relates to this…hmm sounds familiar.

Israel’s Restoration Assured…

Ezekiel 36: 16-36 says,

16 Again the word of the Lord came to me: 17 “Son of man, when the people of Israel were living in their own land, they defiled it by their conduct and their actions. Their conduct was like a woman’s monthly uncleanness in my sight. 18 So I poured out my wrath on them because they had shed blood in the land and because they had defiled it with their idols. 19 I dispersed them among the nations, and they were scattered through the countries; I judged them according to their conduct and their actions. 20 And wherever they went among the nations they profaned my holy name, for it was said of them, ‘These are the Lord’s people, and yet they had to leave his land.’ 21 I had concern for my holy name, which the people of Israel profaned among the nations where they had gone.

22 “Therefore say to the Israelites, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: It is not for your sake, people of Israel, that I am going to do these things, but for the sake of my holy name, which you have profaned among the nations where you have gone. 23 I will show the holiness of my great name, which has been profaned among the nations, the name you have profaned among them. Then the nations will know that I am the Lord, declares the Sovereign Lord, when I am proved holy through you before their eyes.

24 “‘For I will take you out of the nations; I will gather you from all the countries and bring you back into your own land. 25 I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean; I will cleanse you from all your impurities and from all your idols. 26 I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. 27 And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws. 28 Then you will live in the land I gave your ancestors; you will be my people, and I will be your God. 29 I will save you from all your uncleanness. I will call for the grain and make it plentiful and will not bring famine upon you. 30 I will increase the fruit of the trees and the crops of the field, so that you will no longer suffer disgrace among the nations because of famine. 31 Then you will remember your evil ways and wicked deeds, and you will loathe yourselves for your sins and detestable practices. 32 I want you to know that I am not doing this for your sake, declares the Sovereign Lord. Be ashamed and disgraced for your conduct, people of Israel!

33 “‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: On the day I cleanse you from all your sins, I will resettle your towns, and the ruins will be rebuilt. 34 The desolate land will be cultivated instead of lying desolate in the sight of all who pass through it. 35 They will say, “This land that was laid waste has become like the garden of Eden; the cities that were lying in ruins, desolate and destroyed, are now fortified and inhabited.” 36 Then the nations around you that remain will know that I the Lord have rebuilt what was destroyed and have replanted what was desolate. I the Lord have spoken, and I will do it.’

The book of Revelation prophesied about  The Beast and the False Prophet

Now, Psalms 91:1 says, “He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.”

When calamities and abomination will come upon the face of the earth, we who will live in PEACE, JOY and LOVE  in the LIGHT of God shall survive and even surpass these biblical prophesies about the end times. And, then the King of Glory shall come in and bring us unto Himself to dine with Him in the marriage supper.


Then the end will come.

If God is for us, then who can be against us?


Earlier today, while our church service is about to end, one woman who’s a prophet said that while we’re having our worship service, she saw a vision of Jesus coming with His chariot and with holy angels. Then she saw the congregation vowing in the altar with women transformed into like a bride wearing clean garments and instead of holding bouquets of flowers, she saw them holding a candle with fire on its candlestick. She was told then by the Lord that He was doing something in us, to clean us, to purify us to be perfect bride ready to meet Him in His second coming.

To God be the glory!

Compromise doesn’t spell W-O-R-L-D

No matter how people pick job, relationships or lifestyles, society has its own way of transforming everything around.

This is not the issue of being open-minded or close-minded; neither being conservative or openly liberated. This is about conforming with the TRUTH.

What is truth?” this was asked by Pontius Pilate to Jesus once the Lord was confronted before he was sentenced to be hung on the cross. And this line is popular among us when we don’t understand something, or if something is unclear or if we are doubtful and blinded or if we’re simply just IGNORANT.

In the book of John, many times Jesus was persecuted by those who can’t accept His teachings.

You diligently study the Scriptures because you think that by them you possess eternal life. These are the Scriptures that testify about me, yet you refuse to come to me to have life.” (John 5:39-40)

If you believe Moses, you would believe me, for he wrote about me. But since you do not believe what he wrote, how are you going to believe what I say?” (John 5:46-47)

I tell you the truth, you are looking for Me, not because you saw miraculous signs but because you ate the loaves and had your fill. Do not work for food that spoils, but for food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you. On Him God the Father has placed His seal of approval.” (John 6:26-27)

Then they asked Him, ‘What must we do to do the works God requires?’ Jesus answered, ‘The work of God is this: to believe in the one He has sent.’” (John 6:28)

Jesus declared, ‘I am the bread of life. He who comes to Me will never go hungry, and he who believes in Me will never be thirsty. But as I told you, you have seen Me and still you do not believe.” (John 6:35-37)

I tell you the truth, he who believes has everlasting life. Your forefathers ate the manna in the desert, yet they died. But here is the bread that comes down from heaven, which a man may eat and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this bread, he will live forever. This bread is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world. I tell you the truth, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drinks His blood, you have no life in you. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks My blood remains in Me, and I in him. This is why I told you that no one can come to Me unless the Father has enabled him.” (John 6:47, 49-51, 53, 56, 65)

The world cannot hate you, but it hates me because I testify that what it does is evil.” (John 7:7)

To the Jews who had believed Him, Jesus said, ‘If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free. I tell you the truth, everyone who sins is a slave to sin.” (John 8:31-32, 34)

If God were your Father, you would love me, for I came from God and now am here. I have not come from my own; but He sent me. Why is my language not clear to you? Because you are unable to hear what I say. You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desire. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language. For he is a liar and the father of lies. Yet because I tell the truth, you do not believe me! Can any of you prove me guilty of sin? I am telling you the truth, why you don’t believe me? He who belongs to God hears what God says. The reason you do not hear is that you do not belong to God.” (John 8:42-47)

It is finished.

Colossians 2:14 which says, “Having cancelled out the certificate of debt consisting of its decrees against us, which was hostile to us; and He has taken it out of the way, having nailed it to the cross..,” proved that it is DONE. IT IS FINISHED. This privilege was granted to all sinners.

But do we have the right to sin over and over again because we know God is merciful to forgive us? Do we have the right of choosing to sin because of the fact that we’re only humans and weak? Or, is it acceptable to say, “We’re doing it because everybody’s doing it!”?

I personally labeled lukewarm Christian as “picky Christian” for he would pick the ways and work of God the way he wanted. He would obey some and disregard others. He study the Word of God, attend regular church meetings but still conform to the things of the world and do the works of the flesh. Whilst compromising Christian half-heartedly wanted to fully follow God’s ways resulting of being trapped in a situation which leads him to the wrong way—the dead end.

Here are some: choosing to get drunk and go to places you know isn’t right for you because you’re ashamed to say “NO” to your friends or boss; or enjoying you’re one-night-stand to compromise with your lonely, deceived emotion?

Do they worth it?

Personal experiences…

Many years for so long, I’ve been so wrong about believing that I’ve already known Jesus and accepted Him as my personal savior. I realized those were just verbal and insincere. It was not from the heart.

I was in high school when I first encounter Jesus but it was only last year when I fully gave my heart to Him in full submission and confessing all of my sins which was followed by many spiritual visitations resulting to my spiritual growth. I’ve learned that spiritual growth has seasons-winter, spring, summer and fall.

It’s tragic to know that many Christian believers believe that they are safe as long as they attend church every Sunday. The truth is, it’s not when we start to attend Sunday school that we got born again, it’s not even after we got baptized in water but it is after our hearts are circumcised to Him with a crucified and dedicated life to His will. And unless we start having a personal intimate relationship with our Lord Jesus Christ we’re still hanging on the cliff but if not, we’re well guided by the Holy Spirit on the right track. Knowing Him is first knowing His heart. Then you’ll know how to please Him.

Playing safe and playing church is not useful from the beginning since we have to also work with our salvation. It’s a daily basis the same as we eat every day and we sin every day so we must also pray every day and confess of our sins every day and ask for His forgiveness every day, so on and so forth.

The fact that I was baptized in water in 2003 could not exempt me from falling apart just as any other Christian does. My high school and college life had been a struggle both to my emotional and spiritual. I was overcome by the world and the worries of life. Many times I knew God was calling me and was knocking on my heart.

I had experienced spiritual drought. I had felt the emptiness, dissatisfaction and discontentment from life. As a result, I was asking and praying to know the Lord more and more. Ever since childhood, I have that hunger and thirst to know Him personally. That hunger did not die out though I was becoming busier in school, in work or in any other stuff as I was growing physically, emotionally, and mentally. In fact, that hunger grows more intensely the more I lose the time to pray and unable to have my quiet time and personal devotion to Him. And He’s gracious and true to His Word. He makes Him known to me through His Word, revelations, circumstances…

I want to share one of my night visions on February 1st 2015. I woke up at 2:45 in the morning and start writing what I saw in my dream.

In my dream, my dad was being interviewed for a Christian evangelistic TV program. These were his lines: “I used to have live-in partner for over 10 years but after 3 years of struggling, I ended up the relationship. I can’t take it anymore. (He explained how the relationship got so stormy and though he did not directly say but it could be understood that it rooted from the absence of LOVE.) Then I met this woman (his wife now, my stepmom) and I’d been so in love and she got lots of money. (He emphasize that it was because he became successful in his work.)

My sister as I thought was not paying attention on TV suddenly commented, maybe her ears could not agree with what she just heard.

That segment aired on TV seemed discouraging live-in relationships prior to marriage and fornication. What’s notable for me in his statement was he never mentioned the whole thing. Anyway, it’s hard to fit your whole story in a single minute. Mine was I also wanted him to share about his first family, the original, how we went through because of him, his mistakes. I was a little dismayed because on the interview or while recording his message, he still play safe and dishonest. He’s still afraid of what others say.

When my mom heard about his appearance on that TV program, she helped me understand the whole point that dad failed to say. I asked her, “Mom, why does he try to discourage live-in relationships prior to marriage? Why does he say, ‘I can’t take it anymore?” My mom answered, “He can’t stop getting jealous because he did not have legal documents to support his ownership over his partner. If his partner finds another man, he can’t do anything about it because they’re not married. So he was just afraid of losing his partner…that’s why he’s so possessive and unreasonably jealous and that’s why he said he can’t take it anymore.”

After this, I got another dream with different scene and characters and a different story. The location was luscious garden with overlooking valleys, hills and plains. There was an interesting spot there where steps on the hill seemed reach the sky. I was dying to take pictures on that view. I did favor to take some picture to a friend. I did take it perfectly and I would want her to do the same thing, of course with the steps as background. But when it’s my time to pose, she did not make it perfectly. Her shots were not my expectation. I reacted childishly out of dismay and I realized I’d been so selfish. I remember the days when I used to display lots of emotions while having pictorials. It’s like I was addicted to it to the point that I wanted them to take lots of pictures of me more than me to them and end up so disappointed (always) because the camera angles I wanted were not met.

Then my high school bestfriend came. We pose for a groupie. She changed a lot physically. It starts at her hair which turns into super blonde and curly from her original long silky straight hair. She said she only did change her hairstyle because her boss wanted her to do so. She’s just obedient fearing she might lose her job. Other friends like her new look. They crowded on her and took some groupie pose.

From that moment, the Holy Spirit warned me of my future company to work with: the company don’t respect diverse religious differences but only apply the company’s concerns and policies; they don’t accept excuses out from religious beliefs and practices; the manager and the HR are atheist. So I was warned to be careful so as not to compromise with my job over my walk with God. I assured Him that if that happens, I can easily hop to other company or find another job. Afterwards, there was a long silence. I did not know if the Holy Spirit agrees or not with me. Then I woke up.


Six months has already passed since my mom accepted the offer to be the caretaker of one of my cousin’s properties, a boarding house. She was obedient to the Lord for this task though she can’t accept any compensation. Others would wonder why she did not demand anything. She would simply say, “It is one way to help my nephew…it’s one of my ministry to my family and relatives.” From a worldly perspective, they can’t agree with my mom knowing my cousin is so wealthy and my mom is not. “What kind of help can you give when he already has lots of money?” they probably thought.

My cousin has been a lover of money ever since he succeeded in his business and got wealthy and don’t have the right relationship to the people around him–to his family and relatives and subordinates. In fact, he receives many death threats from former employees he had maltreated and abused. He hated ministers of God because he hated to give the tithes to the house of God. He antagonized them as only looking after his wealth. But since he doesn’t read the bible, he doesn’t believe about giving the tenth of our income to the Lord and even so we taught him about it, he’s still stiff-necked as he was. When his wife got sick of Cancer we thought he’d change. We thought he would come to Jesus. Eventually, his wife died and he got worse. So who says it is only those who are poor who needs helping hands? Are not the poor rich in the sight of God?

James 2:5 says, “Has not God chosen those who are poor in the eyes of the world to be rich in faith and to inherit the kingdom He promised those who love Him?”

A house and not a home?

My mom always wonder why most of the rooms in the boarding house she take care of are occupied by couples who are living together in a relationship out of the context of marriage. Then after I had that dream about my dad and my mom, I realized some things—“you are more effective to share to those who are in the situations you used to have.”

For 11 years, my parents were living together out of the context of marriage and were never married; I and my sister were illegitimate children. Honestly my parent’s life as couple was shaky, stormy and full of bitterness. My mom always played martyr to dad’s unfaithfulness.

I remember I had this very simple prayer to Him when I was 7 years old when I knew something was wrong and must be stopped, “I prayed that mom and dad would separate so that dad would no longer have the chance to hurt my mom and us.” If I wronged to have asked that prayer then why did He grant it? At my young age, I did not know if it was the matter to celebrate or a matter to grieve with because the result of the separation was hardship with my mom as a single parent but at the same time the baggage was taken away, that domestic violence. And not to mention the traumatic experience children would have is to let them choose who to live with, “mom or dad?”

Years after and even now, we never ever regret living under the roof of broken family as what they technically call it. In my opinion, family can’t be called broken although one member is missing physically or legally expelled or cast out (I’m not sure of the right word to use). Nevertheless, although all family members are physically present and tied together, it is still called “broken”; yes it’s broken because it’s incomplete without God, if God is not the center of their home. God is love. Both my parents are happily married to their respective partners now. I respected their legal partners, my stepmom and stepdad.

If we choose to be right, we can learn from others’ mistakes and by looking at Jesus as the center of our focus since He is the author and finisher of life.

I wanted to share one very interesting idea of Roberts Liardon in one of his books “God’s Generals” that I agree with.

Roberts said, “Evan Roberts had discovered the keys to revival. And if those keys were important then, they are certainly important now. I believe “repentance” is a word that is somewhat tarnished today. It has lost much of its meaning due to social issues and wrong attitudes. Some people are so carried away with God’s law of grace and mercy that they overlook the rest of His laws. Grace and mercy don’t give us license to live however we want to. We don’t live under cheap grace and mercy. The righteousness we enjoy as believers was purchased by the blood of Jesus—a price too great for words. If we don’t obey, we won’t receive. Repentance brought us into the kingdom of God, and repentance will keep us moving.

Also, we must love God more than we love anything else. When I was young boy, I felt impressed to quit playing basketball. There’s nothing wrong with basketball. But at the time, I knew what God called me to do, and it seemed I loved basketball more than I love to pray. So I quit playing basketball. God had set the plan for my life. I agree to it, and prayer became my life-giving force. It’s fine to enjoy life. Just make sure you don’t live life more than God.”

To God be the glory!

A rose for Jesus : “Bride’s love for Bridegroom”

Speaker: Sadhu Sundhar Selvaraj

…in the Spirit

…make love with Jesus

…relationship with Jesus

Christianity is a relationship with Father and Son, our relationship with Jesus

…talk to Jesus in an intimate way.

When you come into His presence, before you jump in ABC (asking-believing-confessing) you must:

  1. Crucify your time. Get rid of the watches and sit at the feet of the Lord. Don’t rush. Just sit down at His feet that all waves and raging storms with you settle down. Why many times our prayers are not heard or answered by the Lord Jesus Christ is because the right frequencies are not tuned in the frequencies in heaven. There are caught up frequencies and you can’t get your prayers focused. Sit down don’t rush. Then talk love with the Lord Jesus.


How to talk love with Jesus?

…be good, close, intimate friend with the Lord.

  1. Use descriptive names to express your love for the Lord (be expressive and demonstrative about your love to Jesus)

For instance, David used different kinds of praises to the Lord to pour out his love to the Lord.

Psalms 65:2 “O you who hear prayer, to you all men will come.”

Psalms 132:5 “…till I find a place for the Lord, a dwelling for the mighty One of Jacob.”

Psalms 134:3 “May the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth, bless you from Zion.”

Psalms 135:21 “Praise be to the Lord from Zion, to him who dwells in Jerusalem. Praise the Lord.”

That’s why David was called “My Beloved” by the Lord and he becomes the man after His own heart because he touched the heart of God.

When you see Jesus, your mind will goes blank because of His awesome beauty. I first saw Jesus on the 2nd week of Nov 1983. I spend the whole day praying and fasting for many people who came to me for prayer. It was the end of the day, I took up all the hundreds of letters and I was about to lay my hands to pray for them when I suddenly saw the door been opened and I wanted to see who this person opening the door because normally when I pray nobody come to disturb me. When the door was opened there was the Lord Jesus waiting. I was just stunned. He was wearing a beautiful blue robe. I just stared at His face for long long time. I didn’t know what to say…just looking at the beauty of His face.

He said, “I have come to pray with you.” that shocked me further. The first shock was His beauty. The second shock was He said, “I have come to pray with you.” The third shock was He knelt down beside me. I saw His face at close range. Do you know Jesus has beautiful blue sea eyes? When you look at His eyes, you see miles and miles of liquid love. He has beautiful rosy red cheeks and golden brown hair. He said, “Let us now pray for all these saints. Put your hands on top of these letters”. He put His hands on top of my hands and said, “Let us now pray.” I began to look towards Him. Tears began to roll down His eyes. I learn how to pray by looking at Jesus. Every time I see the Lord Jesus pray, He always pray with tears running down like rivers. The bible says, in heaven He connects with intercessions for us.

Hebrews 5:6-8 says that when He prays, He prays with strong crying, great tears rolls down from His eyes. Until today He prays like that. To Him, to such a person like the Lord Jesus who has given His life for us that we may be borne of His bones and flesh of His flesh, don’t you think He gives us much more than the mere religion that we are offering to Him? What did He ask us from? Did He ask, ‘Give me your car, give me your house, this and that.’? All He asks is “Give me your heart.”

Song of Solomon 1:7 “Tell me, you whom I love, where you graze your flock and where you rest your sheep at midday. Why should I be like a veiled woman beside the flocks of your friends?”

When the bride calls the bridegroom, how does she calls..? “O thou whom my soul loveth…” This is the first step when you sit down in the presence of the Lord, just open your heart… “Oh my sunshine, oh my lily of the valley, oh my bright and morning star…” Every time you speak one name of the Lord Jesus, fresh love will just bubble in your heart that will continue to bathe you with Jesus’ love. Just say like… “O rose of Sharon, o lily of the valley…”  Whenever I enter into the realms of the Spirit, I always do that. Just touch His heart first and then He’d say, “Come my bride.” It automatically follows. And the next moment, you’re up there in heaven beholding the glories and the beauties. This is how the churches must learn, throw away your watches, sit down at His feet and just look at His beauty. Study the Word especially the book of Psalms. See how the psalmist describe his love and study the names of God, study the name of the Lord Jesus. “Oh He is the good shepherd, He is the Alpha and the Omegathe first and the last, the bright morning star, the lion of the tribe of Judah…” By just saying “The lion of the tribe of Judah.” the lion will walk passed by you. I saw that manifestation of the Lord Jesus Christ last month, it was an awesome lion. I never have seen a real lion as majestic, as regal, as royal as the lion of the tribe of Judah. In that meeting and as we begin to pray, I saw this manifestation of the Lord Jesus like a majestic lion. He walk down the aisle which I never seen a lion more regal than the lion of the tribe of Judah.

When you begin to enter into that oneness of intimacy with the Lord, when you begin to open your heart, the hand of the Lord will be stretched out to draw you to Himself.

Solomon 1:4 “Draw me after thee, the King had brought me into His chambers.”

When you begin to move in love towards the Lord, He will hold your hand to draw you to Himself. The density or frequency of His pull depends on the love that flows from your heart towards Him.

Prayer is a relationship between the bride and the bridegroom. It is a beautiful relationship. A prayer is not just a prayer. It is a beautiful relationship between the bride and the bridegroom.


  1. Appreciate Him for who He is and what He has done.

Don’t just pray, “Lord give me, give me, give me…but give Him commendations.

Psalms 36:5-7 “Your love, O Lord, reaches to the heavens, your faithfulness to the skies. Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains, your justice like the great deep. O Lord, you preserve both man and beast. How priceless is your unfailing love! Both high and low among men find refuge in the shadow of your wings.”

Psalms 40:5 “Many, O Lord my God, are the wonders you have done. The things you planned for us no one can recount to you; were I to speak and tell of them, they would be too many to declare.”

Look how king David extols and commends God for all the wonderful things He has done to his life. He just goes on blessing God, showing Him appreciation like “Lord, you did this for me, I’m so thankful to you.” Just express your love, that’s another way of expressing your love by showing appreciation by giving Him honor.

Psalms 34:3 “Glorify the Lord with me; let us exalt His name together.”

Psalms 29:1 “Ascribe to the Lord, O mighty ones, ascribe to the Lord glory and strength.”

Psalms 135:5 “I know that the Lord is great, that our Lord is greater than all gods.”

…give Him honor by giving Him glory, magnifying His holy name. That’s what the angels of heaven are continuously doing. They offer 7 full praise to God (7 different words to continually bless the Lord) and then 7 colors of the rainbow appear in the throne of God. Angels give commendations and honor to God. The angels are powerful because of the continuous worship they do to God. That’s the mystery of the 7 colors of the rainbow in the throne of God. That’s the 7 blessings that comes down upon them (Rev 4). God asks us to praise Him continually so that we can be strong in the power of His might. Whatever they are giving to God it comes back upon them like “blessing and honor and glory and power…” because angels continuously gives to the Lord those praises. This was the mystery the Lord God revealed to me when I wrote the book the “Art of Worship”. The reason why angels are asked to praise God continually and why we are asked to praise, that is not because God will cease to exist if we don’t praise Him. That’s not the reason. God is God. Before we existed, He already existed. He doesn’t need us to praise Him or glorify Him. He doesn’t need all that. But why do we need to do it? So that we can be strong by the power of His might. See, when the angels say, “blessings and glory and honor and power be unto thee forever and ever”, whatever they are giving to God, they are receiving it from Him. The seven fold blessings, it comes back upon them. In the same way, when we give commendation from the Lord to God when He is standing before you, out of His face will flow rays of blessings, all the seven fold blessings of light rays from His face that will bathed you with His love.



…Give thanks to the Lord…

Psalms 30:4 “Sing to the Lord, you saints of His; praise His holy name.”

Psalms 50:14 “Sacrifice thank offerings to God, fulfill your vows to the Most High.”

Psalms 75:1 “We give thanks to, O God, we give thanks, for your Name is near; men tell of your wonderful deeds.”

In everything, give thanks to the Lord for every small thing, give thanks to the Lord. In that way, you are showing your appreciation to Him. And the Lord God will be very thankful and grateful to you. Remember He healed 10 leapers and only one return to give Him thanks so He ask where are the others, see He look forward for that. That is our small way of showing our gratitude to our good Lord who showers us blessings we don’t deserve. Does anyone here deserve mercy from the Lord? Anyone here who deserves grace? We don’t. So the least we do is give thanks to God.


  1. Lie on His bosom (waiting on God)

John 1:18 “No one has ever seen God, but God the One and Only, who is at the Father’s side, has made Him known.”

What endeared apostle John to the Lord Jesus among the 12 and among the 3 inner circle disciples was he’s the only one who was always lying at the bosom of the Lord Jesus. John was singled out as intimate friend of Jesus because he is always gazing on His beauty. And look at Mary of Bethany when the Lord Jesus Christ visited, what did she do?

Luke 10:38-42 “As Jesus and His disciples were on their way, He came to a village where a woman named Martha opened her home to Him. She had a sister called Mary who sat at the Lord’s feet listening to what He said. But Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made. She came to Him and asked, ‘Lord, don’t you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!’ ‘Martha, Martha,’ the Lord answered, ‘you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.’”

She just sits at His feet. All she did was just sitting at His feet and just look intently into His face. I never read in the bible when she talks with the Lord Jesus, never. Only Martha was so busy with all the talking. But look at what Mary did, she never spoke a single word, she just sits at His feet and looks intently into His face.

Mary was the perfect bride. When you practice this, how would God respond to us? Solomon 2:4, 14 “He has taken me to the banquet hall, and His banner over me is love. My dove in the clefts of the rock, in the hiding places on the mountainside, show me your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet and your face is lovely.”

The Lord Jesus Christ does exactly like that. In 1995, I spend the New Year in Kenya. On the first day of that year, I didn’t have any meetings because everybody was celebrating their traditional new year services so I was left all alone in my hotel room and it was good for me because my vacation is always fasting and praying. That’s all I spend my vacation, not visiting different places, not touring. The greatest relaxation I have is waiting on God. When I wait on God, I’m totally refreshed, renew and ready for the next action. So I decided to spend that entire day just waiting on the Lord. And I started it by just sitting at the feet of the Lord and as I began to worship the Lord, tears of sweet sounds of love and worship flowed and as I went on doing that, a beautiful presence came and filled that little room and it propelled me to sing more songs of worship. As I continue, I saw the Lord Jesus standing before me. I was kneeling beside my bed and He came and sat on the bed and He looked at me right into my eyes. So I asked, “Lord Jesus, what do you want to speak to your servant?” He answered, “No, I did not come to talk to you about any matter, I just come to see the worship you’re giving to me…just go on.” So I went on and looked into His beautiful face. As I went on singing from one love song to another, it put a smile on His face and He smile and smile and smile…He kept on smiling all that time. When His heart is so true He will never leave you empty handed, He’ll give you something. What will He give us?

Psalms 65:4 “Blessed is the man whom thou chooses and causes to approach unto thee. We are filled with the good things of your house, of your holy temple.”

When you talk love to the Lord Jesus, He will pull you to Himself and cause you to stand in the banquet house of His mansion. Why the apostle John was singled out to see the events in the book of revelation? Why? Because he’s always lying at the bosom of the Lord Jesus. As he continued to practice that even in exile, the Lord Jesus called him, “Come my bride, come…let me show you some things.” He brought him to the banquet house and showed him all the wonderful things that are going to come to pass. Even today, the Lord Jesus Christ will afford you the same blessing, the same privilege as He gives to any one of His dear bride. Are you the bride of Christ? If you are, if you learn to talk love to Him, He will pull you to Himself, He will pull you by your hands and He will put His arms around your waist and just intently look into your eyes.

If you’re deeply in love, you don’t have to talk with words but only talk with your eyes. That’s what Jesus exactly does. He just looks deeply into your eyes and you’ll look deeply into His eyes. And with that one look He will communicate with you with thousand words.

Many times in my visitation with the Lord Jesus Christ, He’ll say, “Let’s go for a trip.” and we go to the banquet house of the Lord Jesus Christ. First you walk there and meet with the bridegroom’s friends. The bridegroom has many friends and He’ll introduce them to you. “This is Moses…this is Abraham…” Jesus is very true, you know. Only wonderful person we read in the bible that is so greatly admired. . .who, on one fine day, I was standing beside him. I can never describe the truth I got in my life when I first met the apostle John. He was the first saint that I met in the heavenly realm. And he talked to me about how he wrote the book of Revelation. And that’s how sometimes I study the bible when I don’t understand anything, I receive visitations from these saints and they’d say, “Come on, this is what I wrote…this is what it means.” So I would be taught by the hands of these saints, prophets, angels of God, why? Is it because I am special? No. What I experienced are wonders at the banqueting house of the Father. It’s the same privilege for you. It’s also for you when you too come out of your mundane tradition of praying and decide to be like a bride and make love with the Lord Jesus Christ, I promise you, you will no more be on this planet earth. Every time you close your eyes, you’ll be at the banqueting house of your bridegroom and see His face. I promise you, you can reach that stage when every time you close your eyes, you can see the face of your bridegroom. The experience I told you when I saw the lord Jesus walking into my hotel room was the first experience and ever since that day I could always see the Lord Jesus standing by my side when I close my eyes to pray. From that day onwards…it’s like the veil has been torn and the way has been made. I was given the free access to go in and out whenever I like. Isn’t it wonderful? No need of GSP or Texas…come to heaven, that’s free country. Our God is a good God. These days are the days when the bride is being brought into her rightful relationship with her bridegroom. Remember how Jesus said, “I am preparing and carrying and gathering my bride unto myself.”

To God be the glory!