REVEALED TRUTH

Hallelujah! Thank you Lord Jesus for this great testimony of Fatimah. I’m so blessed! I could relate well to her testimony to the times (many times) You had physically healed me of my illnesses (rheumatic heart disease, migraine, vertigo, hepatitis A, anemia, depression, acute gastroenteritis) in the past by your divine and supernatural power.

I repent of my sin when I attempted to commit suicide twice in my teenage life.  I even tested you  many times when I was a child to know if you really exist. But, you are faithful. You showed Yourself to me with LOVE, GRACE and COMPASSION….and supernaturally not just through dreams and visions but through Your words in the Bible by continually revealing yourself day by day.

And, I thank you for working to the lives of all other people who don’t know you yet, and continually revealing Yourself to those who had accepted you so that to them You’ll be fully known.

To God be the glory!

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I’m so blessed by this testimony: when I am weak, I’m strong

1. Being strong or trying to look strong is overrated. It takes a big man to say “I’m sorry…” or say, “I have problems.”

You are coward or weak if your covering your weakness by saying, “I’m ok.” even if you’re not.

Sometimes trying to hide our weaknesses is our biggest weakness. Our biggest strenght is talking about our weaknesses. Apostle said, “I delight in my weaknesses, hardships, insults,….” because he is a freeman, he can talk about his weaknesses.

The more we recognize our weaknesses, the more we see God bigger,more, mightier, our dependency on Him increase. And when you come to that place, you’re at the beginning of your healing.
2. Somebody does something so small, but if your reaction is so big..then there’s something else..inside of you, hidden, hurt or bitterness or pain…then here it comes…is called transffering of anger. Hurt people wanted to hurt people intentionally or unintentionally.

3. To give up on something is so different with surrendering.
You can surrender to God acknowledging that He’s bigger than your circumstances. You can not surrender to your problem or ran away from it or trying to cover or ignore it, that’s not facing your Goliath (giant), however you can surrender them (your problems or your giants) to God.

To God be the glory!

The Holy Spirit said, “Do not idolize Duterte! If he’ll win, he’ll win, still you have to pray for the right person to sit as president.”

‪#‎eyeOpener‬
‪#‎lastNightIntercessoryPrayer‬
‪#‎warriorsWatch‬
‪#‎arisePhilippines‬

Mind over matter

“Being a mumbler, a grumbler, a whiner or a complainer does not seem to show that you are ACTIVE. In fact, you are yet as PASSIVE as those who don’t do anything but keep silent, UNLESS you SUGGEST or RESOLVE your situation/ circumstance.”

Many instances like, ‪#‎the‬ Israelites’ wandering for 40 years in the dessert and were not able to enter in God’s rest (promise land) because they are grumbler, complainer, mumbler, whiner…

We don’t realize that God uses our situations to test our hearts. On how are we to react. Are we thankful enough in every situation, whether good or bad? Or are we faithful to Him knowing that tomorrow won’t be the same as today?

Everywhere we go if we keep the same old attitude of being grumbler/ complainer and ungrateful, our situation won’t change.
It’s like, new level, new devil. If you can’t pass stage 1, why would you jump into higher level when you know you’ll just fail as you did in stage 1? Kung di na nimo mapasahan na stage, hantud dra ra jud ka….grade 1 section 12 hantud next year mao lng gihapon repeater, and so on and on…

Dr Cindy Trimms says, “It’s not the people around you who’s got wrong or have some problem, but it’s you because you let them in to your cycle, you let them part into a relationship with you….and you let them hurt you…and you never even pray for it before it comes. But if you start changing your perspective, if you renew your mind, everything else around you will also starts changing including how you’ll react on certain situations.”

Yes, totally agree. We must realize that God sends people to test our characters.
You must thank your enemy’s role in your life! Without them, you can’t learn the true act of LOVE.

Last week lng, I was reminded about the true value of freedom and what real freedom really is after I watched this movie “IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE (1996)” (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VlpNI7cDEMk) —This true to life movie about injustice’ main character was imprisoned for 15 years for the crime she didn’t committed and when locked inside the “high intensive cell” for 6 months without light, window, a person to talked to and was tortured, she was almost gone mad. To ease her uneasiness, she kept walking back and forth (for the first week) inside a very small prison (bartolina) screaming, “At least, please… I need someone to talk to…!!!”

When asked, “How did you survive?” She simply smiled and said, “Well I realize I can’t change my situation, so instead, I need to change my PERSPECTIVE. So I started to do meditation and was able to have PEACE. They might have my body but not my SOUL.”

It must first begin with what you think.
‪#‎mindOverMatter‬
‪#‎truthCanSetUfree‬

LAST NIGHT’S MEMORY VERSE:
Psalms 55:22 “Cast your cares on the Lord and He will sustain you; He will never let the righteous fall.”

To God be the glory!

Been Rejected? It’s time to Celebrate, Rejoice and be Glad!

 

Rejection is not a sign that there’s something wrong with you,
Rejection is the divine announcement that that person (who rejects you) no longer has the capacity for your greatness.
-Dr. Cindy Trimm

Kind David (before he became a king) had to be birthed out of rejection and many others to mention, you are even one of them, and myself too. 😀

We are victorious by the blood of the Lamb.
To God be the glory!

Our body is not a thrash can

“Our senses are constantly being bombarded by enormous amounts of information. Only a small part of it reaches our consciousness. However, our subconscious mind absorbs it all.

Subliminal messages are embedded in another mediums. They are unrecognizable by the conscious mind, but in certain situations can affect the subconscious mind and later actions and attitudes.

Subliminal messages are very common in advertising.
They are usually directed to our primary needs and instincts such as SAFETY, SATIATION, SEX.”

REACT: That’s why when we are trying to get into our prayer closet to pray, sometimes it’s hard for us to get into the Lord’s presence because our mind is so preoccupied with lots of things: mostly of VISUAL images from TV, internet, pictures, etc..like how many hours are we spending in Social Media or social networking sites or on watching TV dramas or news a day?
The longer you stay, the more the images and mostly trashes (negative and unhealthy comments and posts from netizens) get into our souls. Our body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, should we be feeding it everyday with thrashes and files of junks?

And, these images once entered into our brains, needs cleaning, that’s why we need to pray from time to time “Lord, sanctify my mind, my eyes, my ears, my heart…renew it…I’ve watched a pornographic pictures and videos today or have sung or listened to unwholesome songs…”

Once visual images or audio materials are passed into our brain, it will stay there for good unless cleansed, removed, renewed, sanctified, and this process of cleaning takes not just a second…there’s a matter of discipline and self-will and the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ.

“Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—His good, pleasing and perfect will.” (Romans 12:2)

‪#‎To‬ God be the glory!

Jehovah rapha (the Lord who restores or recreates)

It’s been a long time since I experienced my first miracle followed by another…and another… still God’s healing power remains fresh that I can’t help but testify.

JESUS: the healer

February last year, I suffered depression to the point of nervous breakdown. Those dark moments were also the moments I could see the light from the Lord Jesus Christ shun on me. That was the time I received God’s healing power in my life.

Torment…

During that night when I was so confused of my situation, the Lord appeared to me with a very comforting words and touch. He told me to held my hands on top of my stomach and caress it. I repeated the motion for a long time. As a result, I felt so comforted. Physically I could also felt the sensation in my body and I was also relaxed mentally and emotionally.

At first I asked the Lord, “Lord, is there something wrong with me?” Jesus as gentle as a lamb as He was knowing that I started to fear again and got confused told me, “You are so weak…but my strength is sufficient in your weaknesses. I will give you a new mind. Never will I allow you to suffer from this sickness again.” After He stated those words, I felt a very cold therapeutic sensation like a combination of cold water and electric current that runs inside my head, as if it washed me thoroughly. I could really felt it run from the top of my head down to my chest slowly that made me felt so relaxed and motionless. As I closed my eyes, I could see a very bright light though we didn’t turn on the electric lights.

As He continued talking to me, I learned that He allows the devil to torment me for a while to test me by giving me like what apostle had “thorn in the flesh”. Truly, He’s strength is sufficient in my weaknesses! Nevertheless, I could have been so proud with the spiritual gifts and the surpassing revelation I received.

Furthermore, He reassured me that He will never leave me, nor forsake me. He loves me so much.

The next day, I was demonically attacked from 6 in the evening until dawn. This incident was repeated for three consecutive days. The attack always starts at 6 in the evening. In return, I did not stop praying and worshipping God. Later did I realize that I learned what is the true worship (in spirit and in truth and in the beauty of His holiness). Others might say it’s hard to praise and worship the Lord if you are in the middle of a bad situation, in a storm or in pain. But to me during those hours, I gave my mind and heart to worship Him. Those were the sweetest times when the Holy Spirit spoke to me, “It will be alright. I love you.”

Week after, I planned to go to my dad’s hometown to attend my uncle’s funeral and since that time I believed my father is my healing. I believed that my father was the source of my grief, hatred and depression.

But at dawn I dreamed. I saw a clear vision of huge bible opened in front of me. On the left page was Jesus standing and on the right were bold letters written as “THE HEALER”.

I understood that Jesus and His word is my healer. So I cancelled my trip. Instead, I read the bible as my medicine every day until it became a habit. I got well! Also, I was able to forgive my father. Truly His word is living and vibrant and powerful! It gives life to me more and more. His promises make me hopeful and keep my faith in Him to continue fighting to live.

It amazed me until now whenever depressed people, mentally ill and suicide survivor, whom I don’t personally know, even strangers would asked me to pray for them. Jesus has His power working in those who used to be broken since He mends the broken pieces. He’s the Jehovah Rappha.

Generational curse…Exodus 34:7

I used to ask myself after I was healed why the attack happened every 6 in the evening. Then I remember that since I arrived home from Cebu, we (I, my mom and my cousin who’s also a missionary) do our intercessory prayer for the nation every 6pm. So the devil hates this. And last night I’d seen on TV, on the 700 club about a girl who was having a skin disease. That girl’s grandmother and great great grandparents were practicing witchcraft. And she was supposed to be the heir. When a friend invited her to be prayed for by their pastor, the congregation had smelled a very foul odor. It was not from her rotten flesh. They wonder where it came. When the pastor asked her to stand on her feet, she fell on the floor vomiting and violently was thrown by the devil. They were demonically possessed with 2 more relatives that came with her in that service. The demon using her voice said, “You can never take her from me, I will not let you…” But the pastors prayed and commanded the devil to leave and afterwards they were delivered. Also, she was healed from her skin disease. In return, she gave herself is serving the Lord and now the church’ Sunday school teacher.

This is an example of a generational curse. Unless we are not delivered from this, the devil still has the foothold on us.

March 2014, I dreamed of group of missionaries visiting us and this dream came true when my cousin came and introduced them to me. One of them received an instruction from the Lord that I will be going with them in a prayer mountain for seven days. I was amazed because I had the desire prior to their arrival to really go to a prayer mountain for 7 days! There I was delivered from generational curse including witchcraft from my ancestors. The reason why since high school I always had a visitation of dark or bad spirits was because the enemy knew the Lord’s best plans for me since the beginning.

John 10: 10 “The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.”

Another story I wanted to share while we’re having our mission trips was about a drunkard and gambler man who has a Christian sister. According to her sister, he always curse and speak bad words. This man was found insane, weak with eyes wide open as if freaking after 3 days he was found lying near a Balete tree. Worse, he could no longer speak. His eyes were only darting blankly on the ceiling. And the doctors couldn’t find wrong with him.

When his sister with her pastor brought him to us and asked us to pray for him, we found that their parents were sorcerers practicing occults. We asked her sister to stand in behalf of him so he could receive Jesus and break the generational curse. As a result, his strength improved and his face no longer looked sad, there was peace in his aura. During the night he was brought to the hospital because he was having a seizure. I didn’t hear anything from him after that but one thing we learned, he paid the price…his family became believers of Jesus.

To God be the glory!